sleep and no sleep
crashed at jenna's yesterday after work. thought it'd be a good way to wake up early, as i thought the non-air-conditioned climate would surely wake me in the afternoon, forcing me to start a productive day, nice'n'early, despite having pulled another 24 hour monday, which included a day trip to the beach and poolin'...
didn't work.
i crash hard'n'fast and slept for 9.5 hours, until i was waken by a phone call from jenna...i woulda slept 12, easy...i was pooped...so i felt pooped all day since..including now..i got one big job left, but i got personal shit to take care of...uggg.
my sister and dad have been sucking lately. getting all shitty (not to my face) about jenna being around so much...and it's hard to make jenna believe that the MAIN reason is a shitty unintentional form of jealousy and territoriality...it'll pass...and if doesn't, i am gonna hafta get guerilla on them, cuz that's what i do and do best in said situations....
i take attacks on myself and my woman very seriously...
if anything serious ever happened to jenna, or someone in my family, i really think i would be more than capable of murder by way of brutal bludgeoning...or more likely leaving someone so incredibly maimed and fucked up, they'd rather be dead.
i don't like thinking like that though...so i gotta stop before i get all worked up over nothing...
i don't wanna be here now.
my quarterly bonus + profit sharing check this friday better be HUGE. i know it's big already, but i am demanding HUUUUGE!!!
didn't work.
i crash hard'n'fast and slept for 9.5 hours, until i was waken by a phone call from jenna...i woulda slept 12, easy...i was pooped...so i felt pooped all day since..including now..i got one big job left, but i got personal shit to take care of...uggg.
my sister and dad have been sucking lately. getting all shitty (not to my face) about jenna being around so much...and it's hard to make jenna believe that the MAIN reason is a shitty unintentional form of jealousy and territoriality...it'll pass...and if doesn't, i am gonna hafta get guerilla on them, cuz that's what i do and do best in said situations....
i take attacks on myself and my woman very seriously...
if anything serious ever happened to jenna, or someone in my family, i really think i would be more than capable of murder by way of brutal bludgeoning...or more likely leaving someone so incredibly maimed and fucked up, they'd rather be dead.
i don't like thinking like that though...so i gotta stop before i get all worked up over nothing...
i don't wanna be here now.
my quarterly bonus + profit sharing check this friday better be HUGE. i know it's big already, but i am demanding HUUUUGE!!!