Jan 31, 2007 11:28
life is good. stressful, busy as all fuck. but good. its real. real shit happens, and yet we all have eachother to handle it together.
i feel like I have grown a lot at college just dealing with things, like the eating disorder of one of my best friends here, the recent arrests of two of my other close friends. I also feel like being in a real relationship has changed me a lot.
I am so lucky to have made so many strong bonds with people here. it blows my mind a little how much i love, trust and treasure my friends here and how I barely knew them 6 monthes ago.
on another note, i dont want to be that girl, but i love my boyfriend. :) and again, I cant believe how important he has become to me when i barely knew him six monthes ago too.
I am really happy at Miami. sometimes i dont like my western classes and I am still trying to get used to the learning style and expectations and such, but for the most part I am so happy.
I am excited I am finaly into activities!
-Alpha Phi Omega Service Fraternity!!
-Vagina Monologues, coming up soon next weekend! SO NERVOUS!!
-Western Transitions and Traditions commitee (that became a sweet 300 level western CLASS) interview commitee. its a really really cool project. more later
-Applying to be an Orientation Leader, REALLY hoping to get it and then training for that will be even more tim!
-Learning to horseback ride!! I love it!!
School work is kind of secondary to me right now, which is bad, but I feel like i am still doing well and getting by, as always. and conributing to class discussion. and keeping my goals in mind, etc.
right now by goals are as such
-do my western senior captone project on environmental racism specifically Native American reservations. (can explain more later ab environmental racism)
-graduate and join the peace corps
-finish the peace corps and move to the west and get a job teaching in a school on a Native American reservation
-move to DC, become a lobbyist for envrionemntal land rights of native american tribes
and as crazy as it sounds i recently decided i do in fact want to get married. bc i dont like being alone, and i like liking someone and having someone like me, and ithink its an important part of life. i still dont want kids, but i do want to have someone in my life