Olympia Dukakis.
Dear Livejournal.
Please tell my friends to stop giving me heart attacks.
No more drunk driving and totalling cars
after months of not talking.
all i can see is months of i wish i wouldas.
one of my best friends could have died
as the first act of the new year.
and all i would have had to say was
i wish we talked more.
we drifted apart.
i loved him so much...
I wonder what happened to everyone the way they used to be.
those times we would just hang out together and be happy.
i feel like everyone is always high and drunk now
and too busy for me because
they all think im too much of a mom
a goody two shoes to be a part of anything fun.
they dont realize
that my intentions are good.
just no more ric theims
dying with months of seperation between our last conversation.
No more dr benders
dying without being on good terms.
No more ashtons
going out for a night of fun and never coming home.
No more Shermies or Hannahs
or great gramas where i know its coming
but im still shocked.
No more uncle flips where
all i can think about is how i just, i JUST saw him, and now hes fucking gone without a word
a goodbye
a warning.
No more glens,
where all you do is love and pray and
you still lose them.
I dont want anymore of this in my life.
i cant make myself sick with worry anymore.
So please tell my friends to behave and stay with me
until i close my eyes.
Please tell my friends to stop giving me heart attacks.
No more drunk driving and totalling cars
after months of not talking.
all i can see is months of i wish i wouldas.
one of my best friends could have died
as the first act of the new year.
and all i would have had to say was
i wish we talked more.
we drifted apart.
i loved him so much...
I wonder what happened to everyone the way they used to be.
those times we would just hang out together and be happy.
i feel like everyone is always high and drunk now
and too busy for me because
they all think im too much of a mom
a goody two shoes to be a part of anything fun.
they dont realize
that my intentions are good.
just no more ric theims
dying with months of seperation between our last conversation.
No more dr benders
dying without being on good terms.
No more ashtons
going out for a night of fun and never coming home.
No more Shermies or Hannahs
or great gramas where i know its coming
but im still shocked.
No more uncle flips where
all i can think about is how i just, i JUST saw him, and now hes fucking gone without a word
a goodbye
a warning.
No more glens,
where all you do is love and pray and
you still lose them.
I dont want anymore of this in my life.
i cant make myself sick with worry anymore.
So please tell my friends to behave and stay with me
until i close my eyes.