Hooker Heels.

[chasethefox667]

I wish i was getting out of the house for once, but i cant today.
im here for the evening.

Maybe ill leave earlier in the day, since
im not driving
to Davison anymore.
go to walmart or
the mall or
just somewhere to clear my head because i feel a little overwhelmed.

But tonight its new years
and the best nes ive heard in months is that
claudia and jeff will be spending it with me. and that
makes me happy.

because this is the first ive seen anyone since ive been back in town.

other than chance encounters at the mall.

someone texted me yesterday
to ask me to hang and go clubbing
and then said they had a crush on me in high school.
thats always weird to hear.

i guess.

one of these years i aspire to kiss someone at midnight
just like i want to kiss someone under mistletoe
just like i want to kiss someone while looking at christmas lights in the snow
just like i want to kiss someone in the pouring rain..

just like i want to kiss someone on a pier at sunset in tawas
and on huntington beach.

i want to be in love.
look at all of my secret romantic obsessive ideas.
im a little out of control.