Dec 13, 2008 12:14
So today i dove into my snowpants from the 4th grade and some mismatched niglected winter attire
and walked out to get the mail
and i was disappointed to find out that me exposed ankles were not the only cold part of me,
but my ass was cold also.
theyre snow pants, isnt it their purpose to keep that section of myself warm?
Christmas is upon us.
My parents are whispering in the other room about presents
and telling me to go get a lint roller, so i will leave the room.
There will soon be wrapped presents under the tree
bearing codes we must solve
and i will call my brother who is thousands of miles away to ask for assistance
and then there will be another code.
and there will be christmas services with a church lit in candles
and all i want to do is dance up there on the altar
but i dont know what is apropriate.
its christmas and i am celebrating the birth of the lord
and all i want to do is give back with the talent I have been given
because i have nothing else to give.
I have no money and no job
and no ability to preach or serve
no teaching or lighting candles or ushering or singing.
I dance and I paint and if I can serve with those things
i will feel adequate.
the church is so inspiring on christmas evenings.
and all i want to do is give.
but all I have to give is my body and I would hate to mess up or offend.
sheridan and i are shopping today and I have
changed me date with rapid results pilates to this evening because i woke up late.
so far our relationship is going very well.
I think i am in love.