Cellular Telephone.
There are moments in life when i feel 100% connected. I feel like my body and my mind and my soul are all actually one.
I feel like there is a me, and there are things around me
but like all of me is in tact.
I feel like I should.
I had a weekend where i found myself connected in such a way.
Dancing and working and focusing on myself and what I was doing.
Trusting me and my ability.
And not dealing with drama or stress.
Just dancing.
That is heaven, i think.
Dancing. Just dancing.
Not having to deal with anyone else.
If i were to die, i would like to end up in a giant room with a million other people all just dancing and dancing and dancing until the end of all time.
Dancing, and feeling when I dance.
And just going.
Uh. And then monday we had an improv session in Modern
and watching everyone do what they love to the song they love was such a high.
And then today, i feel disconnected again. Sometimes life is that way.
I guess I can't be in a state of permanent high because that would be unfair.
However i got initiated yesterday, and wearing my letters for the first time
was actually more exciting than i expected.
And now tonight, here I am, same taylor as always with shit to do and time closing in on me.
So.
I guess Life is what you make it.
So.
There you have it then.
I feel like there is a me, and there are things around me
but like all of me is in tact.
I feel like I should.
I had a weekend where i found myself connected in such a way.
Dancing and working and focusing on myself and what I was doing.
Trusting me and my ability.
And not dealing with drama or stress.
Just dancing.
That is heaven, i think.
Dancing. Just dancing.
Not having to deal with anyone else.
If i were to die, i would like to end up in a giant room with a million other people all just dancing and dancing and dancing until the end of all time.
Dancing, and feeling when I dance.
And just going.
Uh. And then monday we had an improv session in Modern
and watching everyone do what they love to the song they love was such a high.
And then today, i feel disconnected again. Sometimes life is that way.
I guess I can't be in a state of permanent high because that would be unfair.
However i got initiated yesterday, and wearing my letters for the first time
was actually more exciting than i expected.
And now tonight, here I am, same taylor as always with shit to do and time closing in on me.
So.
I guess Life is what you make it.
So.
There you have it then.