I'll admit

[chasesthesun]

I don't find myself attractive anymore
I look in the mirror and I only become more disgusted by what is staring back at me
I honestly don't think this summer has been as wonderful as I wanted it to be
I think I'm going into hysterics
I can't be with myself without going insane
I want to just sleep and wake up with it all over and
I will be in a new life
I won't be the same person
I won't be fat
I won't be stupid
I won't make stupid mistakes
I won't ruin my relationships
I won't lose all my friends
I won't hate my family
I just won't be ME