life
well...i wasnt planning on posting in this damn thing anymore due to me feeling its evil to post anything online nowadays but what the hell..i might as well.
I moved outa my co-workers place on thursday after work to move back to long beach to stay with rose until either a: my mother gets her place or b:ervin and jet get their place and i move with them. Funny..i kinda knew that my co worker would get upset about me moving because he was planning on using my money that i pay for rent to help him get his car fixed but as it stands right now..im broke and cant even afford to buy my own medication. So now because of how childish he is..i have people not speaking to me at work but oh well..life goes on right. Lets see....i havent talked to jenny in awhile. I was rather pissed at her the last time i talked to her because she seems to talk to me about her problems which i am not gonna mention and i was going through stuff of my own. So i told her either deal with it or im gonna do it for her.. she told me to stay outa her personal business and i said ok l8. Yea i think i may have over reacted due to the stuff ive been through and may have taken it out on her..but what can i do? My latest post stirred up a lot of drama. Apparently i hurt people by posting stuff on here, which tends to be negative stuff about that particular person when im upset. I made this journal to vent and to get stuff off of my chest but in doing so i didnt think of the consequences of it being "LIVE". In this entry i will appologize to that person. Rose, i appologize for putting your business out there. I do say good things about you and i do say bad things about you. Im stupid for doing so on the internet instead of going to you first about it. I felt as if it were impossible to do so. But im trying to talk more and not resort to venting. Again i feel the internet is very evil and is the bringer of bad news and other drama, thats why im trying to stay away from this journal. Since my last entry ive been just trying to deal with shit as it comes and avoid getting angry about them because its outa my hands. I shouldnt try to change things that i cannot change. I am not GOD. something that i keep saying to myself. I am now taking the "nonchalant" attitude towards life.
I moved outa my co-workers place on thursday after work to move back to long beach to stay with rose until either a: my mother gets her place or b:ervin and jet get their place and i move with them. Funny..i kinda knew that my co worker would get upset about me moving because he was planning on using my money that i pay for rent to help him get his car fixed but as it stands right now..im broke and cant even afford to buy my own medication. So now because of how childish he is..i have people not speaking to me at work but oh well..life goes on right. Lets see....i havent talked to jenny in awhile. I was rather pissed at her the last time i talked to her because she seems to talk to me about her problems which i am not gonna mention and i was going through stuff of my own. So i told her either deal with it or im gonna do it for her.. she told me to stay outa her personal business and i said ok l8. Yea i think i may have over reacted due to the stuff ive been through and may have taken it out on her..but what can i do? My latest post stirred up a lot of drama. Apparently i hurt people by posting stuff on here, which tends to be negative stuff about that particular person when im upset. I made this journal to vent and to get stuff off of my chest but in doing so i didnt think of the consequences of it being "LIVE". In this entry i will appologize to that person. Rose, i appologize for putting your business out there. I do say good things about you and i do say bad things about you. Im stupid for doing so on the internet instead of going to you first about it. I felt as if it were impossible to do so. But im trying to talk more and not resort to venting. Again i feel the internet is very evil and is the bringer of bad news and other drama, thats why im trying to stay away from this journal. Since my last entry ive been just trying to deal with shit as it comes and avoid getting angry about them because its outa my hands. I shouldnt try to change things that i cannot change. I am not GOD. something that i keep saying to myself. I am now taking the "nonchalant" attitude towards life.