Mar 08, 2006 17:41
[Private]: I've been thinking. And thinking is never, never good as far as I'm concerned.
Paige and I aren't getting any better and I know it. It hasn't been because I'm busy with Quidditch or school or that she's off doing her own thing, I'm not really sure what the reasoning is. All I know is that it's not the same as it used to be. Maybe we're just not connecting like we did six months ago... but life was different then. Before the January attack in Hogsmeade, before we ever even thought to bring sex into the equation, before we really started having problems. I feel like she's still avoiding me, although I see her more than I have been in these past few weeks.
I love her, I'm pretty sure I'll always have a spot in my heart for her. But if something isn't working, and you've tried to fix it, it's better to try and save what you still can... right? If we can't fix this relationship, then maybe we can fix whatever friendship we still have. [/Private]
[Private to Paige]: Are you doing anything tonight? Tonight... nothing like waiting, is there? Maybe we could get together, if you're going to be around. [/Private]
A few weeks of studying is enough to make someone a diligent student... right? Between Quidditch and homework I've barely had a life, and it's about time we changed that. I dedicate this coming week to procrastination, schoolwork be damned.
[Private to Sophia and Michael]: And you two are more than welcome to waste time with me. [/Private]