May 22, 2005 00:41
[Private to Self]: Whoa. Just... whoa. It was the best night of studying ever... especially when it didn't involve studying at all.
I never thought Paige would actually kiss me. I wanted her to, and I wished I had the courage to make the first move, but I never expected that it would actually happen. And it was great, more than what I'd thought it would be. It felt... it felt right, somehow. Like it was supposed to be this way.
But at the same time, I don't know if we're together or not. I mean, there's a thing between us. And it's a pretty strong thing, but it's still a thing, not a relationship. I'll have to talk to her about that... the mere thought scares me to death.
...And here I go again, getting all sappy and such. I should thank Justin, for telling me that I should go after her in the first place, but he'd get too much satisfaction out of that, and I know it. I'll let him sweat it out for a few days and wonder what happened. [/Private]
[Private to Paige]: I trust you slept okay last night? No more nightmares? [/Private]