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[chaser_kb]

Oh shit.

What the bloody hell did I just do?

I partly blame all the firewhiskies I drank for this. I just hate being sloshed sometimes. But only sometimes.

((Ok, this part's hexed, charmed, whatever you call it, so only Oliver can read it:Oliver, I would completely understand if you don't ever talk to me again, but I need to explain myself

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[scottishandsexy]

I apologize for leaving you in Diagon Alley alone that night with an unpaid tab. (I sent a couple of galleons towards your account this morning.)

Honestly, what is there to explain, Katie?

[chaser_kb]

Um, everything after I drank the fourth firewhiskey. I'm lucky I even REMEMBERED.

I'm sorry, Oliver. So, so, sorry. I mean - I didn't mean to just...shove the fact that I still like you in your face. Being drunk just does that to you, I guess. And, um, sorry, for that whole, er, speech about how I thought everything was so unfair. And, I'm sorry about, you know... kissing you when you least expected it.

Don't even ask how I remember, I'm just sorry. I hope you'll forgive me. Though, I would completely understand if you don't want to.

Really.

Ok, maybe I'll mope around a bit but I'll be fine.

[scottishandsexy]

We were both extremely drunk in an altered state of sobriety and that made us do things that we won't necessarily do or say things we don't necessarily mean.

And about that kiss. Well, umm, yes, that. It was rather abrupt. Caught me off-guard, but really very lovely and familiar.... it was kind of quick and I was a bit woozy, but yeah... That should definitely happen, I mean, NOT happen again.

I feel a headache coming.

[chaser_kb]

You really think I didn't mean what I said?

Sorry. That seems to be the only thing I can say. I - I don't know, I can't help but feel ... um, great by it. But I know I've definitely done something horrible.

I thought you would think it was ... not lovely, really.

Ok, now I really don't know what to say.

I'm sorry for this, Oliver. I was so POSITIVE you didn't have feelings for me anymore, that's probably the reason why I wanted to regain our friendship.

I didn't know it would be this complicated.

[scottishandsexy]

Well... I know you do, but that wouldn't make this any better, would it?

...

Well, it was.

You were POSITIVE? I'm sorry I can hardly believe that.

And that's just fantastic. You want to regain our friendship and then you kiss me? This bloody makes sense.

Complicated? That's an understatement if I ever heard one.

[chaser_kb]

Good point.

Yes, I was. I was POSITIVE, Oliver. I really was. You just looked so happy and content with her. You looked even happier than we were together.

I was DRUNK, for fuck's sake. Alcohol can make you do wretched things - you should know. All those feelings and thoughts that I hid from you got out of my reach and it just happened. I wasn't even aware that it did.

Ok, fine. It's worse than complicated.

I bloody hate this.