I knew it would happen eventually
I'm spending Christmas alone. Odds are 9:1. Bet now folks. Bruce is heading home to Cayman. My parents decided not to fly the family down because of my mom's recent issues with her gastric bypass surgery. I could take time off from dR during that time. They said this place is a ghost town anyways. I would have to put the kids in a kennel or a nice Greyhound Pets volunteer's home if they are available to. But I don't want to do that. My mom wanted me home for Christmas last year and got her wish. The year before that I was in Cayman for Christmas and came home for New Years.
Bruce wants me to board the dogs and fly home or to Cayman but my dogs are my family. It just sucks that I have to make a decision soon and nothing is going to be good.
I'm getting back into the workout routine. My trainer realized that I like challenges and fun things. Like the Swiss ball... I could be on that sucker all day. I also like my Yoga and Pilates classes. Cardio eats time like a fat kid eats at a buffet... long and endless. There has to be something to entertain my mind and "trick" me to not focus on the perspiration beading down my face. Law & Order, game shows, anything stupid and not too demanding mentality wise it perfect. News makes it longer unless its Celeb gossip or something that relates to me. I hate Murder this, homicide that... I wrote news scripting in school. Its all fluff and "negativity". Supposedly news sells during tragedy. Its a tragedy that the American public eats it up and locks their doors and think everyone has a gun. But in the true sense- Canadians have the highest gun per capita and no locked doors and no "negative" news. But the Canadian $ is shit so I won't hop skip and jump my way across the border.
I'm now intrigue about this St. Anthony's triathlon April 28-30. I want to do it. Spur of the moment, yes. Do I want to be in it. Yes. Do I think I'll be in shape by that point. NO. I'll be close but not in competition condition. I would seriously have to brush up on my swim skills, bike riding and worst of all RUN. I couldn't even run a mile in school and I'm working on doing it now. Its a 1.5 mi swim, 40 mi ride, 10 mi run. And its a qualifier for the Iron Man. Like I could be Iron Man. It would be nice but I would look anorexic. If I was conditioned. Oh yes i would compared to what I am now and in the past.
I'm more of a person to do the AMAZING RACE. It incompasses everything I need to have fun, travel, games, challenges, blood thirsty competition. ARRRR!
There is also the Biggest Loser 3- now taking applications and demo tapes. Should I do it. I want to just to see if I'm "desirable" for a reality show like that.
Ok so I'm a dreamer today, but I need my dreams to escape a bitter reality.
Bruce wants me to board the dogs and fly home or to Cayman but my dogs are my family. It just sucks that I have to make a decision soon and nothing is going to be good.
I'm getting back into the workout routine. My trainer realized that I like challenges and fun things. Like the Swiss ball... I could be on that sucker all day. I also like my Yoga and Pilates classes. Cardio eats time like a fat kid eats at a buffet... long and endless. There has to be something to entertain my mind and "trick" me to not focus on the perspiration beading down my face. Law & Order, game shows, anything stupid and not too demanding mentality wise it perfect. News makes it longer unless its Celeb gossip or something that relates to me. I hate Murder this, homicide that... I wrote news scripting in school. Its all fluff and "negativity". Supposedly news sells during tragedy. Its a tragedy that the American public eats it up and locks their doors and think everyone has a gun. But in the true sense- Canadians have the highest gun per capita and no locked doors and no "negative" news. But the Canadian $ is shit so I won't hop skip and jump my way across the border.
I'm now intrigue about this St. Anthony's triathlon April 28-30. I want to do it. Spur of the moment, yes. Do I want to be in it. Yes. Do I think I'll be in shape by that point. NO. I'll be close but not in competition condition. I would seriously have to brush up on my swim skills, bike riding and worst of all RUN. I couldn't even run a mile in school and I'm working on doing it now. Its a 1.5 mi swim, 40 mi ride, 10 mi run. And its a qualifier for the Iron Man. Like I could be Iron Man. It would be nice but I would look anorexic. If I was conditioned. Oh yes i would compared to what I am now and in the past.
I'm more of a person to do the AMAZING RACE. It incompasses everything I need to have fun, travel, games, challenges, blood thirsty competition. ARRRR!
There is also the Biggest Loser 3- now taking applications and demo tapes. Should I do it. I want to just to see if I'm "desirable" for a reality show like that.
Ok so I'm a dreamer today, but I need my dreams to escape a bitter reality.