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oh...today was a pointless day. i woke up around like 11 and it was so nice to sleep in. then i got up and watched a Barbie movie with my sister and it was so good!!! i had seen the beginning once and then fell asleep so i was excited to see the ending. then i just layed around and ate and did nothing. then i went to laurens house for a christmas party. and i didnt have a good time at all. everyone else did tho. i felt so out of place. i feel out of place everywhere. everyone else was happy and i was the little grinch! grr! Heather and Megan both had their boyfriends there and i got the worst feeling ever because I miss drew so much. it made me sick to my stomach just to think that i gave him a second chance and he blew it. That hurts so bad. Im so hurt. And this time i am NOT taking him back. No way, I mean I know that i miss him a ton but i cant get hurt AGAIN by him. He even to Lauren and my Mom, two of my best friends that he was going to change and he still gave in. On a lighter note...one good thing that happened today was that Keegan and I exchanged presents!! YAY!! haha. alright well i am going to go study for finals, take a shower, and go to bed. I hate my life!!!! YAY!!!!!!