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wow. just got back from being out with Lou and his step-sister. im not sure at what im feeling. he is so different from when we met on saturday night. hes really not my type at all. and it sounds so horrible. i mean i didnt think i had a type? to be honest its the way he dresses that gets me. and that is horrible!!! I dont know what to do. His sister seems totally cool. she is so much fun and like i want to hang out with her all the time lol. Shes 16 also. weird seeing that i dont like other girls. He just seems completely different from when we were together on saturday. what the fuck? hmmm. im so confused right now!! ahhhh!!! alright i have to go do some homework. blah. if u have any suggestions on how i can not be such a bitch when it comes to boys let me know!