my day 2day
1) my friend..or so i thought..left right after he was done with his test and didn't wait for me and i only had a couple problems left (i thought he saw that). and that was the last day of class. i wanted to get his number or see if we could hang out over summer and whatnot. i thoguht we were friends. i guess i was wrong and he could care less. may never see him again, or atleast til classes start up again possibly. oh well. whatever.
2) mike was supposed to go to the concert with me tonight. he told me he couldn't go. i couldn't find anyone else to go with. started 2 minutes ago. and i am not there. i took off for nothing. didnt wanna go alone.
3) then my mom gave me a brilliant idea to get my mind off of it which was going to the movies with my brother. i started looking up movies and getting a little excited. then he says Stargate is on tonight..he said maybe we can go tomorrow. i said screw stargate. and went into my room and starting crying. lmao.
i am so sick of being dissappointed all the time. i am so sick of getting depressed when i am by myself. i am so sick of not finding ways to make myself happy. i am so sick of all my shit. i am so sick of me.
2) mike was supposed to go to the concert with me tonight. he told me he couldn't go. i couldn't find anyone else to go with. started 2 minutes ago. and i am not there. i took off for nothing. didnt wanna go alone.
3) then my mom gave me a brilliant idea to get my mind off of it which was going to the movies with my brother. i started looking up movies and getting a little excited. then he says Stargate is on tonight..he said maybe we can go tomorrow. i said screw stargate. and went into my room and starting crying. lmao.
i am so sick of being dissappointed all the time. i am so sick of getting depressed when i am by myself. i am so sick of not finding ways to make myself happy. i am so sick of all my shit. i am so sick of me.