muse_pens: Diary Entry

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Follows on from THIS POST, THIS POST and THIS POST.

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I don't know what to do. I mean, I really don't know what to do. This isn't like one of those times where I think I don't know what to do but somehow forge my way along and do something anyway, even if it turns out to be something really stupid... it's still doing something, right?

But those times I only had myself to hurt. This time there's Rogue and... inside Rogue.

I fucking don't know what to do. How did this happen? I mean, I fucking know how it happened, okay? I'm not in the mood for any Dr Idiot shit. Fuck. I have my MD, I know the logistics of it all. I just didn't think it would ever be me. It's not like putting on a condom is rocket science, either, so why the fuck am I here and not knowing what to do? I'd like to say my dick strayed, but it didn't even do that! It was happily in the place it's been for the last couple of months and that's what makes it all the more worse.

Holy shit. What am I going to do? What are we going to do?

At the very least, I'm going to take my balls into my hands and get Thai takeaway.

Does wanting Thai constitute a craving?

Oh god. What now?

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Muse | Dr Robert Chase
Fandom | House, M.D.