"my dad" again.
so this morning started out good i guess you could say. brad decided he wanted to pick me up this morning, so he got to the house around seven thirty and then we went back to his house for a little while, then got to school around eight. went to first block hii as a mother and did absolutly nothing but watch a video, the second went to lab to work on some stuff, then lunch sat there and talked to zach, wrona, tyler, daniel, shawn, tim, maggie, darby, and ashton about their weekends..then went into fourth took a test that i SO cheated on lol. then fourth me, claire, ryan, miss samantha corley, and brittany sat there and read my magazine about some sex tips lol..then mama j got all into it, it was a good day. then after school went and saw megan and caitlin, then met up with brad. then got home and check my emails. well, i got an email from my "dad." ..and this is what he said.
Jenna,
I have no idea how or where to begin. I just want to start with I am sorry.
Sometimes in life it takes us a long time to find the things that are important
to us. Some people never find it period. I am lucky actually to be ending a very
bad marriage and to find a new outlook on life. Part of that is looking at who I
am and trying to finish the rest of my life doing the right thing. Lord knows
the first half has not been done according to any instruction manual. I want to
ease into this with you because I am lucky to even have the chance to
communicate with you after all this time. I don't want to blow it by doing the
wrong thing or saying the wrong thing. I will tell you this though. Everything I
tell you will be the truth, no matter how much it hurts or how much it does not
make sense to you. Just hang in there and lets take baby steps for now. I will
write more in the next few days and try to fill in some of the blanks from the
past 16 years, OK.
P. S. I got some pictures that your mom sent and I think that you are a very
beautiful girl. I hope I get a chance to get to know you better soon.
Talk to you soon,
Love Doug
..yeah. so my mom is making me go to the tanning bed, out to dinner, and looking at dresses for graduation and gatch's 18th party to try and make me feel better.
i think i just really want to see brad, i think that is the only thing that is going to make me feel better at this point.
Jenna,
I have no idea how or where to begin. I just want to start with I am sorry.
Sometimes in life it takes us a long time to find the things that are important
to us. Some people never find it period. I am lucky actually to be ending a very
bad marriage and to find a new outlook on life. Part of that is looking at who I
am and trying to finish the rest of my life doing the right thing. Lord knows
the first half has not been done according to any instruction manual. I want to
ease into this with you because I am lucky to even have the chance to
communicate with you after all this time. I don't want to blow it by doing the
wrong thing or saying the wrong thing. I will tell you this though. Everything I
tell you will be the truth, no matter how much it hurts or how much it does not
make sense to you. Just hang in there and lets take baby steps for now. I will
write more in the next few days and try to fill in some of the blanks from the
past 16 years, OK.
P. S. I got some pictures that your mom sent and I think that you are a very
beautiful girl. I hope I get a chance to get to know you better soon.
Talk to you soon,
Love Doug
..yeah. so my mom is making me go to the tanning bed, out to dinner, and looking at dresses for graduation and gatch's 18th party to try and make me feel better.
i think i just really want to see brad, i think that is the only thing that is going to make me feel better at this point.