shell of the nut
so in the last month or so....
My biological mother died
I am 85% sure now I am staying in A2
I am becoming a cashier at the COOP
I still am behind on bills
I accepted those things that won't change
I stopped trying to win....anything, what will be will be
I am taking everything personally
I am trying to prove myself to everyone around me
I lost 8 lbs
I gained 5 lbs
I realized that I can't work/function in this world by the rules that are expected to be followed, thus ...
fuck it, fuck them, fuck not saying what I want, fuck rejection, fuck games, fuck it!!
bye
Oh and the CARNIVALE next month
hope it's half as good as I want it too be.....
My biological mother died
I am 85% sure now I am staying in A2
I am becoming a cashier at the COOP
I still am behind on bills
I accepted those things that won't change
I stopped trying to win....anything, what will be will be
I am taking everything personally
I am trying to prove myself to everyone around me
I lost 8 lbs
I gained 5 lbs
I realized that I can't work/function in this world by the rules that are expected to be followed, thus ...
fuck it, fuck them, fuck not saying what I want, fuck rejection, fuck games, fuck it!!
bye
Oh and the CARNIVALE next month
hope it's half as good as I want it too be.....