The past week or so
Well school was alright this week nothing special. Swat was fun I am actually starting to fee like I'm a part of Kore and its wonderful. But I can already see how much hard work its going to be. Andi's at the hospital right now bc her foots been swollen for like the past month. And well they think it might be broken but I have no idea wahts going on. So please just pray for her. Ever since like June/July my life has gotten so much better and I'm really working hard to make sure it keeps getting better. I'm going to start greif recovery in the next month or two over my Dad and I can't even explain how scared I am to do it. I want to back out so bad but I can't I have to keep moving forward in my life no matter how bad I don't want to bc I know after this pain there wont' be anymore from it and better things are going to happen. "I'm trading my pain for the joy of the Lord" Sorry it makes me think of that song. I've given up a lot in my life for God lately and for a long time I wasn't seeing a reward in it but I'm starting to. Things are going really well in every asspect. I've always gotten along with my family but there gonna come to church with me nad I've just been able to talk to them about God lately nad I never have before. In school I'm able to stand up for what I believe and talk about what I believe more and more each day. I'm really excited for this next year I know its going to be amazing. I've made a lot of new friends this year and kept a lot of old ones too which is nice. I love all my friends. Well I have Kore homework to do. <3