Sep 25, 2005 05:18
By all means darling, you can go ahead and bombard it with cherries if you wish. how dare you try and talk to me that way, who do you think you are to speak like that of me? what gives you the right? These are my thoughts, my feelings- and whether or not you want to be a part of them is no longer the issue here. I can promise you, sweetheart- if you ever raise your voice to me again, you'll be the next I deal with. I have plenty of things to manage right now, and simply will not let you be the one to make me lose my balance.
You where, and should you chose to be, may still have a chance to be a part of her personal life. That, however, doesn't give you the right to trot around throwing frustrated glances at me. If anything- it should restrain you from it. I’m not your sweet little lover, and she doesn’t want you either. It’s insulting to even acknowledge that she once knew you.
So you’re the one that’s been haunting her recently, well done!
As for you- I warned you once, and I wont do it again- her pretty little wings are good for more than just lap dances and chasing after you!! You’re mine, can’t you see that??- you always where and you can’t possibly expect me to believe that you’re picking her over what I can give you? I can kill her! I can kill both you and you’re precious daughter! You think marrying her will put an end to it? It’s causing dedication- and that, baby, is what I am erupting with! Dedication, to getting my lover back- and putting her to rest. Permanently. Stay- away- from- her, you’re mine.
I have plenty of ways to get through to you, and as cold as that may sound- it looks like you need to be taught a small lesson in manners and the common human ideal of the word ‘loyalty’. Something you, my love, are clearly lacking towards your superiors. Yes- I said superior. Who do you think was the higher power all along? Her little counterpart might have hundreds of years more experience than I do- but she also has the years of added struggles contributing to her failure! MY victories mean a weaker spirit for her to survive on. Go ahead and count on your ‘guardian’. See if she can save you! .. Honey can’t you see that this is hurting me? You wouldn’t want that for me baby, would you? You need to come back to me, I need you. Your girlfriend’s being foolish.. she’s looking for trouble, and that’s never good. Baby you KNOW me. You know what I can do- why are you letting her stand up to me? You know all that’ll do is hurt her.. and that wouldn’t be very nice of me, now would it? It might hurt you at first.. but I can promise you, darling, I’ll make up for it. I showed you things you never could’ve imagined existed in this world- I gave you your life back. You owe me, I made you.
It’s sickening to watch the two of you. It makes me want to go away all over again- and I refuse to! How much time could the three of you possibly spend in bed together? You know something is going through his mind, you know he wants her- and she’s weak because she doesn’t want to hurt anyone. You may be dating a slut, but she’s an amazing kisser- especially when I know I caused the frightened little look on her angel face. Oh, you should have seen it Christina! She was so worried about you.. “Baby, are you sure you’re okay?.. I love you.. You know that- right?” I got a kick out of that!! Her cute little nose warped with anger in herself when she realized it wasn’t you she was holding, it wasn’t you she was kissing- hmm.. it felt so good baby. So pure. So pure, I didn’t let her push me away, I kept right on kissing her- holding her, watching her body shake with disgust at her own body, her eyes swell up with tears. Oh.. I made her cry. That wasn’t very nice of me- I have to admit, she’s better than you ever could be.
You might not know it- but she can hear us. She heard how much you wanted me that night, she heard you tell me that you still loved me. Oh.. there she goes again. She's remembering your voice when you spoke with me. Remembering how you perked up.. poor angel. She thinks you want me.. and won't tell you that she's hurt. I think she's starting to get the message- starting to believe that you don't love her as much as you love me. She simply isn't good enough.. I guess that explains the color of her wings- too bad, very pretty really- it's sad to see them droop. I think i'll go and comfort her..
She may love you more, but she isn’t me. No one is honey. I heard it in your voice! We both did! You can’t deny that- even she can't though it aches her. When you thought I could come back, you wanted it! You wanted me. “I will always love you, I promise you that- but I’m IN love with her!”- no, no, no, NO. You’re not! Can’t you see she’s taking you? She’s taking you away from me and I don’t like it! I won’t have it!!!
She’s tired now.. I'll let her rest. I promised you, I’d always be with you. My darling, here I am.
“Touching- she’s provoking me. Loose- intense, fantasies. It’s you that I feel next to me. Stay here, moving, passionately.”