Feb 21, 2005 21:04
I go to sleep thinking about amy.
I wake up thinking about her.
And last night I had a dream about her.
I went to her apartment in burlington. Walked in the door. She was very surprised to see me and I could sense she was very nervous and didnt really want/expect me there. I was nervous too but went up to her and gave her a HUGE hug. She was in her kitchen near the stove. We both nearly fell over onto it. We smiled. I apologized and she did too. We talked for a long time to hash things out. I listened. She listened. We were honest. I asked her if she could see passed the words of my email to see the pain her actions had caused me. She thought about it. I thought about how painful my email must have been. We went to friendlys and had a great time. Dave gave us free sundaes. She asked for only a little one but got a goblet full! it was a nice dream.
but then i woke up.
I still cannot imagine my life without her.
i cant imagine being mad at her.
i cant picture my wedding without her there.
i want to talk to her.