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oh my god, you guys should feel loved!! putting two updates through in the same weekend =-O
SO, i finally got an update for kevin put together. thankfully, I had gotten to the point where i was no longer pissed off everytime i'd log in and go to the update page. I'm trying to get to the point where the o0c bullshit doesn't affect my playtime. I know that i wont let it affect the happenings, attitude, or personality of my characters... but the actual writing effort, and AIM activity... was unfortunately affected. thats over now, so if you see any of my characters signed on through a phone, that means i'm wanting to play damnit. See how that works, person on aim = wanting to RP. isn't that the way its always been?
so in one day i've put my entire future on the line. why? because i'm a moron. i'm a bloody moron. because i know most of my options i wouldn't ever imagine taking, pure factor of cruelty, if you ask me. Its my own mistake, one i conciously made. Whether i was actually thinking or not, isn't the question. because thats an obvious no.
and no, you're not supposed to know what i'm talking about. this is my damn journal, you're probably lucky to be reading it in the first place.
if i seem a little bitchy, well thats because i am. and maybe the anger/stress/emotional issues is whats making update twice in a row. maybe, so you should probably enjoy it while its here.
And, finally, before i leave, i would just like to take a few seconds to send love to everyone who has supported me no matter what since day one.
First and formost, LinDz. You are my best friend, the tattoo proves it, and i dont know where in the world i would be without you.
Tash, Because without you, my RPing would be useless and boring. LOL you've become such an important part of my world, both online and off. And you're a supurb friend. Dont ever change, i might have to cry. LOL
Denise, The best damn PA In the world. I mean, seriously, if someone can tell you've woken up late from clear across the world... thats a keeper. Not to mention someone i can Bop relentlessly with, and know that she'll be there whenever i really need her, all the way in australia. Tell me thats not a damn good friend.
Hayden, You are incredible in your own ways. You always have the perfect timing, and even if its for a short while, talking to you always makes my day better. beacuse I know to some extent you truly understand what i'm saying. And to top it all off, you're a Jake Plummer Fan AND a BSB fan, seriously, what more could i ask for?
Bean, You keep me smiling, and listen even if i'm just rambling. You always seem to know what to say and I couldn't ask for a better person to share second break with. lol. And if i were to pick anyone to play me on AC, i wouldn't think twice before picking you. which is why i'm glad you called dibs ;)
Angel, you are my motivation!! You have no idea, even if we dont always get to talk, you're still there. And i know that if i need you, you're an IM, text message, or phone call away. Sometimes thats more than enough, just the thought of knowing someone will be there. PS, Cali Barbie rules!
Okay, I'd like to keep going with the other people that i was going to mention, but thats all for now. If you werent mentioned, ti obviously means I dont love you. JK, man. Seriously tbough, if you're not mentioned it doesn't mean you're not in my thoughts, or that i dont appreciate you. So this kiss :o* Is to all those who know I love you. And this one :o* is to the ones who dont.
Thats all.
Char
SO, i finally got an update for kevin put together. thankfully, I had gotten to the point where i was no longer pissed off everytime i'd log in and go to the update page. I'm trying to get to the point where the o0c bullshit doesn't affect my playtime. I know that i wont let it affect the happenings, attitude, or personality of my characters... but the actual writing effort, and AIM activity... was unfortunately affected. thats over now, so if you see any of my characters signed on through a phone, that means i'm wanting to play damnit. See how that works, person on aim = wanting to RP. isn't that the way its always been?
so in one day i've put my entire future on the line. why? because i'm a moron. i'm a bloody moron. because i know most of my options i wouldn't ever imagine taking, pure factor of cruelty, if you ask me. Its my own mistake, one i conciously made. Whether i was actually thinking or not, isn't the question. because thats an obvious no.
and no, you're not supposed to know what i'm talking about. this is my damn journal, you're probably lucky to be reading it in the first place.
if i seem a little bitchy, well thats because i am. and maybe the anger/stress/emotional issues is whats making update twice in a row. maybe, so you should probably enjoy it while its here.
And, finally, before i leave, i would just like to take a few seconds to send love to everyone who has supported me no matter what since day one.
First and formost, LinDz. You are my best friend, the tattoo proves it, and i dont know where in the world i would be without you.
Tash, Because without you, my RPing would be useless and boring. LOL you've become such an important part of my world, both online and off. And you're a supurb friend. Dont ever change, i might have to cry. LOL
Denise, The best damn PA In the world. I mean, seriously, if someone can tell you've woken up late from clear across the world... thats a keeper. Not to mention someone i can Bop relentlessly with, and know that she'll be there whenever i really need her, all the way in australia. Tell me thats not a damn good friend.
Hayden, You are incredible in your own ways. You always have the perfect timing, and even if its for a short while, talking to you always makes my day better. beacuse I know to some extent you truly understand what i'm saying. And to top it all off, you're a Jake Plummer Fan AND a BSB fan, seriously, what more could i ask for?
Bean, You keep me smiling, and listen even if i'm just rambling. You always seem to know what to say and I couldn't ask for a better person to share second break with. lol. And if i were to pick anyone to play me on AC, i wouldn't think twice before picking you. which is why i'm glad you called dibs ;)
Angel, you are my motivation!! You have no idea, even if we dont always get to talk, you're still there. And i know that if i need you, you're an IM, text message, or phone call away. Sometimes thats more than enough, just the thought of knowing someone will be there. PS, Cali Barbie rules!
Okay, I'd like to keep going with the other people that i was going to mention, but thats all for now. If you werent mentioned, ti obviously means I dont love you. JK, man. Seriously tbough, if you're not mentioned it doesn't mean you're not in my thoughts, or that i dont appreciate you. So this kiss :o* Is to all those who know I love you. And this one :o* is to the ones who dont.
Thats all.
Char