the weekend, to-do
Of course Ron did not take Leo on Saturday because "it's just not a good time." He said he would call yesterday and let me know if he can watch Leo today, but nothing. I told him the first thing he needs to do for me to even consider getting back together with him is to be a good father and see Leo every 2-3 days. He maybe sees him once a week, and he lives 10-15 minutes away.
My mom agreed to watch Leo Saturday night after he went to sleep, so Joe and I went out. I drank too much and ended up breaking down emotionally at the end of the night. How embarrassing. I don't normally do that while drinking, but I am extremely stressed out right now.
I have pictures from Saturday's picture, but no USB cord to get them onto the computer. When I see Ron again I will have to ask him for it. Not sure when that will happen.
Yesterday I went to a barbecue at Joe's parent's house. I was kind of hungover and tired. Joe's nieces were there, one is three and the other is a few months younger than Leo. Leo and the younger one were playing with the mini kitchen and Leo faces the little girl, puts his hands on her chest, and pushes her down onto her butt. I grabbed him and told him not to shove, it's not nice, and I made him sit on the couch next to me for a couple minutes while he cried in protest. I have no idea why he did that :( He usually plays well with other kids and he was fine with her all day. I hope it isn't due to all of the changes going on with Leo's dad and my stress level. I'm probably thinking too far into it.
There are no new job opportunities today. I hope I get one that I've applied for. Searching for a job is so exhausting and stressful, especially since I really need money.
I have to stay busy today. I have been so lazy lately. Today I need to finish the laundry, pick up, clean off my desk, shower, give Leo a bath, make the bed, store or give away clothes that are too small for Leo, try to eat well, anddd I'll find some other things to do if I get all of that done. I finally rented Sex and the City the movie. I got through about an hour of it last night when I had to get Leo to bed and I never finished it. It is due back today, so I have to watch it.
My mom agreed to watch Leo Saturday night after he went to sleep, so Joe and I went out. I drank too much and ended up breaking down emotionally at the end of the night. How embarrassing. I don't normally do that while drinking, but I am extremely stressed out right now.
I have pictures from Saturday's picture, but no USB cord to get them onto the computer. When I see Ron again I will have to ask him for it. Not sure when that will happen.
Yesterday I went to a barbecue at Joe's parent's house. I was kind of hungover and tired. Joe's nieces were there, one is three and the other is a few months younger than Leo. Leo and the younger one were playing with the mini kitchen and Leo faces the little girl, puts his hands on her chest, and pushes her down onto her butt. I grabbed him and told him not to shove, it's not nice, and I made him sit on the couch next to me for a couple minutes while he cried in protest. I have no idea why he did that :( He usually plays well with other kids and he was fine with her all day. I hope it isn't due to all of the changes going on with Leo's dad and my stress level. I'm probably thinking too far into it.
There are no new job opportunities today. I hope I get one that I've applied for. Searching for a job is so exhausting and stressful, especially since I really need money.
I have to stay busy today. I have been so lazy lately. Today I need to finish the laundry, pick up, clean off my desk, shower, give Leo a bath, make the bed, store or give away clothes that are too small for Leo, try to eat well, anddd I'll find some other things to do if I get all of that done. I finally rented Sex and the City the movie. I got through about an hour of it last night when I had to get Leo to bed and I never finished it. It is due back today, so I have to watch it.