fussy baby, venting

[charrey]

Leo has been so fussy these past few days. He's driving us crazy and I'm exhausted. Luckily Ron has had the past three days off. He can drive me crazy too and add to the stress, but it's nice being able to pass the baby off. So why do I still feel guilty? Leo is fussing now, like he has been all day, but I left him with his dad to have some time to myself. I feel like I should be in there doing something, since right now I'm doing nothing important. Especially since Ron's playing video games and half ignoring Leo as usual. He's been playing games for a good portion of the past few days while I try to watch Leo and do other things like cook all at the same time. I can't stand those fucking games. They really piss me off. He can't ever just talk to me or be with me without any distractions. He has to be watching TV or playing his games at all times. I wouldn't care if all televisions were to disappear from this earth, it would most likely be a better place. When we get our own place, we will not have a TV in our bedroom. Stupid stupid stupid.

I've been feeling so stressed and unhappy. Something has to change.
No news on my uncle yet.