Oct 17, 2007 13:56
My boobs are starting to look like shit as Leo is eating more solids. I'm sad, nursing made them look fabulous haha. They were huge! This sounds horribly shallow, but I wouldn't be opposed to a boob job when I'm done having kids. I had tiny boobies pre-pregnancy and I loved having big ones! I wish they would stay like that forever on their own.
Ron went to lunch with his old music teacher and he took Leo. I decided to stay behind because I don't know the man very well and I figured they would have more fun by themselves. Plus I wanted some time alone. I don't know what to do with myself. It's so nice having him take Leo out. This is only the second time he's done it, & I think the first time I tried catching up on sleep. When we leave Leo with my mom, I feel stressed the whole time wondering if he's behaving well and thinking I need to get home ASAP.
The one thing that really stinks about having a kid is not being able to go wherever I want whenever I want. It's improving as Leo is getting older, because he usually likes going out and he behaves really well. but I'm pretty much trapped in the house after 8:30 when he goes to bed unless my mom watches him. I am very much night person. I'm trying to wake up earlier with Leo, but it's sooo hard :(
I think I'm going to go take a long, hot bath.
leo,
breastfeeding,
ronald