over raided NAZI BULLSHIT!

[charred_soul]

Hey guys well this summer for the most part has been pretty cool I had fun with a lot of my homies and I made some new ones too. I hope that things stay on a happy track, I'm kinda really over loaded on emotions right now and I don't know I think that alothough it is summer I need a fucken break from everything and I just need to have one full week of fun. where there is no limits to what I can or can't do I just need to know what freedom is. and thats one thing that I'm not gettting I feel controled in every fucken way possible and I feel like everyone is waiting to yell at me and tell how I'm doing everything worng and that they are dissappointed in me and my disicions. I got in a huge fight with my mom last night and I flat out told her that maybe I'm bad at math and that the only thing she is ever proud of me for doing is band. and also I told her that the more she makes me stay home the more I'm wanna leave and I don't mean go hang out with friends for a couple of hours I mean fucken pack up my shit and leave I'm tired of her Nazi bull shit I'm tired of eveyones Nazi's bull shit I'm fucken over this I'm al most 18 that means that I'm almost grown I feel that people should just get the fuck off my back and let me fuck up my life that is if the choices I make will fuck up my li8fe.I'm not into drugs any more I'm so fucken done and with relationships I'm done with thouse to. school I'm going to stay in school I'm going to go to college. I want to make something out of my life. I know what is wrong and what is right I know what I'm doing. So I don't fucken understand what is so fucken hard to let me go. I can make it with out her I know I can because if I'm dieing being with her then I know that it would only make sence that I'll serive with out her fat ass. I fucken can't live there any more I'm so fuckne over this over raided bull shit.

Nicole I love you babe and I hope you have a wonderful time with Matt bring me back something is you can. well peace fuckers!