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Ooh first entry, how exciting. hmm, i don't really know what to say now! i don't think many people (if any) will read this journal but yeah it'll be interesting to see if they do, and it'll be nice to have somewhere to write stuff down. sooo, i guess i'll just tell you what happened today. i could really not be bothered to get up this morning i truly hate it :( i feel so urgh. i'm fine literally after 5 minds but just for that little bit, it's hell! so anyways yea went to college but tom said he wasn't walking today and i was like oh:( cuz i like chatting to him, he's so nice. he's such a bitch! love it, the other day we had a BIG bitch (no guesses as to who bout) it was so much fun! hehe i'm nice:S so yeah. anyways got to the bus stop and there was no-one there for like 5 mins which is a long time by yourself i felt like such a loner! but then blackie came which was cool, and then freja came too and she bullied me bout not going to taste of chaos. damn, i'd be in london right now! sad thoughts. i so wanted to go, like the ffaf-rise against-kse was just made for me, and all in one gig. grr. succcccks. so yeah, gayness. we got on the bus, and then she promptly removed her Attitude (or something) mag with a pic of madonna on the front, who looked v airbrushed, she cant really look that good at 40 or whatever, i swear it's not right! but yeah sheflicked to the back and like shoved the mag in my face and showed me pages upon pages of pages of gay porn (it's a gay guys mag) i was like ...nice.... *shuts eyes* i don't wanna see people bumming each other! bluegh. part from that, nothing happened. had rachel in socio, she actually teaches us, i learnt a lot bout representations of ethnicity today. was good. but mark, chris and liAM always quote stuff and i don't get it! ooooh well. i'm gonna do more or martin's present soon. woo! i so hope he likes what i got him. he said he'll read this but i doubt he will. we're gonna book out mini break soon i'm so excited! i cant wait, our anniversary was so perfect, mm. in law i was shown pics of guys with dick piercings and irons hanging off them, and i'm being serious. we were told stories of fisting and the consequences in law, and big gay s&m orgies. i truly shouldn't know whis at muy age. then mark told me a story abiout these people daisychaining who only had 2 condoms, and there were 15 of them- argh! my brain!! c'est horrific. that was it, apart from on the bvus back we had a bitch (me rae, rach freja and han) and han said 'i think i'm gonna sprout a penis soon!' so loudly, how embarrassing. that was it, but i thought i'd do an update. it'll be fun to see what happened in months ahead and i can look back. anyways better go do hw soon, so ciao for now i'll write soon (hopefully!) big kisses xxx

i just looked back at that it's such a big entry! i hope someone reads it kinda so i don't feel like a gay:(xx