Jul 08, 2010 08:51
So does Michelle Branch in her song Goodbye to You. That was the song Amanda sent to me, telling me to look it up. That hurt.
I was going through some of my old posts... I've made memories out of the ones that mean the most to me. All of them have been about Amanda.
I have to admit. I'm an asshole. I never held to anything I offered her in any of my posts. I don't deserve her. I never did. In the beginning, I may have, but I no longer deserve her. I don't know if that hurts me or hurts her more, but it's the truth...
That's why I made these changes in my life. But I fear it's much too late. All I can do is love her, and that's it...
Here's the Frankie J song that speaks out for her... Don't Wanna Try...
I can't believe you had the nerve to say the things you said
They hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
I can't believe it, four years gone down the drain
How I wished things would have happened so differently
I tried to say this many times but still you couldn't see
You kept insisting and resisting that you would not fall again
And now you're trying tell me that you're sorry
And you're trying to come back home
You're telling me you really need me, crying
Begging, both knees are on the floor
But baby, I...
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
You keep insisting when you know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, 'cause all we do is fight
And say the words that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, I 'bout just had enough
It's been a rough road baby, just let it go
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
Tell me what's the use of holding on when all we do is hurt our love
You and I had many conversations on the telephone
Talks about one day we having a place of our own
Wake up in the moring, have breakfast ready on the table
But all of that just seemed so far away from me
Had to wake up, face reality
It just seemed to good to be true after all you put me through
And now you're trying tell me that you're sorry
And you're trying to come back home
You're telling me you really need me, crying
Begging, both knees are on the floor
But baby I...
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
You keep insisting when you know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, 'cause all we do is fight
And say the words that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, I 'bout just had enough
It's been a rough road baby, just let it go
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
Tell me what's the use of holding on when all we do is hurt our love
Don't wanna try... no more...