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What is your name?: Hannah Alyssa
Are you named after anyone?: not a person.. but the movie Hannah and her sisters
What's your screename?: bodies
Would you name a child of yours after you?: god no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: George (ewwww)
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:
Lisa or Lucie
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: mm sometimes Hanna which drives me fucking crazy! what the hell kind of a name is hanna??? its not even a palindrome!
Basics Your gender:: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Bi
Single?: of course
If not, do you want to be?: no-ish.. the commitment thing is terrifying.. as is the lack of mystery and games etc.
Birthday: september 7th 1988
Your age:: 15
Age you act: sometimes 5 ... 10 or 19
Age you wish you were:: 16
Your height:: 5'1 1/2
Eye color: brown
Happy with it?: mm.. very plain colour!! i wish they were light brown as all hell like a cat something
Hair color: now dyed black
Happy with it?: meh.. wil take some getting used to
Your living arrangement: half time with my mom and half with my dad
Your family: mom, moms bf, moms bfs son.. dad, step mom, step bro, sister
Have any pets?: one kitty whose anorexic if thats how you spell it.. Mia
Whats your job?: ex busgirl and complete broke failure .. my job is lso moo-cow patrole
Piercings?: ears. want my eyebrow
Tattoos?: not yet
Obsessions?: cat eye glasses and magazine ads
Addictions?: juice.. brunettes
Do you speak another language?: francais and espanol oh and a touch of sign
Have a favorite quote?: 'cock of nothing' - veruca salt
Do you have a webpage?: 100 past projects
~Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it~
Do you live in the moment?: of course!! im very impulsive
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: not at all.. im very inwardly upset .. maybe thats just because .. nm
Do you have any secrets?: uhhh .. probably, everyone has secrets
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: yes
Do you have any bad habits?: biting my nails.. but i like it
What is the compliment you get from most people?: that i have pretty eyes.. or about my braids
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: hustlers bandwagon
What's your biggest fear?: being plain and average and obvious
Can you sing?: yeah i guess
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: sometimes i pretend im uma therman in pulp fiction and other times i pretend im a goth queen .. oh and then theres the british girl loner.. but its only to get my jollies never to be cool
Are you a loner?: No but yes.. ive always fantasized a bout a life of complete solitude in which i skulk around like harriet the spy in cute glasses writing down everyones secrets and observing the world instead of living in it.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: experiencing every thrill
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yes
Are you a daredevil?: yes indeed.. theres not enough time not to be one
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: of course, everyone hates a part of themselves. id have to say my innability to easily be open with guys or the negative/bitchy/srly vibes i give off to strangers.. aka innaproachability
Are you passive or agressive?: aggressive (thanks mom for passing that down to me)
Do you have a journal?: yes
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: im very accepting and understanding.. weakness.. a tormenting experience with guys in elementary resulting in a very agressive and dominant approach to sexual encounters. (did i just type that out loud?)
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: the way people see me .. and my arms
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yeh .. if somethings bothering me i deal with it
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes major friendship things.. not being close with more people
Do you think life has been good so far?: yes well compared to whom?
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: people want what they cant have (it took me 13 years to learn).. and to just be yourself. its the most obvious of them all but the hardest to understand properly... oh and why guys are attracted to the gross university girls
What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes and uh nothing else
And least?: my overall body fat percentage
Do you think you are good looking?: i can be if i try
Are you confident?: i guess.. it depends on what kind of confident.. sexually yes, physically less often that so.. in general?.. um i suppose
What is the fictional character you are most like?: id like to think lyra belacqua or senna wales but ill say april o'connor from everworld
~Do You...~
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: recreationally
Read the newspaper?: when it appears infront of me
Pray?: not at all
Go to church?: only for my brothers special school happenings
Talk to strangers who IM you?: when im rarely on chat
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yeh... sleepy ted and teddy
Take walks in the rain?: how could i not?
Talk to people even though you hate them?: that is my stupid little west side world
Drive?: not yet
Like to drive fast?: haha only along ubc highway....
~Would or Have You Ever?~
Liked your voice?: yes.. singing not speaking though
Hurt yourself?: yeah
Been out of the country?: yes - us and mexico
Eaten something that made other people sick?: not swallowed.. but i caught a loonie in my mouth once.. oh and geneva and i drank each others blood
Been in love?: hahhahahaha not bloody likely
Gone skinny dipping?: for sure hehe with monica
Had a medical emergency?: ive never been to the hospital except for birth
Had surgery?: nope
Ran away from home?: many a time
Played strip poker?: many a good time hast been had
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: yeah.. stupid bitch
Been picked on?: umm yes
Been on stage?: hundreds of times
Slept outdoors?: haha douglas park
Thought about suicide?: very much so during my depressing 12-14 stage
Pulled an all nighter?: no.. im a sleepy person
If yes, what is your record?:
Gone one day without food?: yeah definately
Talked on the phone all night?: haha yesssss
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yeh
Slept all day?: after staying up all night reading harry potter...
Killed someone?: yes of course, who hasnt these days (?).. if not physically then emotionally maybe
Made out with a stranger?: maybe not made out but kissed definately.. haha two days ago
Had sex with a stranger?: never never
Thought you're going crazy?: lol no
Kissed the same sex?: yeah for sure
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yeh
Been betrayed?: YES
Had a dream that came true?: more like deja vu
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: lol melissa joan hart .. and um i saw elijah wood and mandy moore from a distance of ten feet
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: maybe a bug
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: haha did i go to elementary school?
Stolen anything?: Yes
Been on radio/tv?: Yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: yehhhhh! warped!
Had a nervous breakdown?: nope
Bungee jumped?: not yet
Had a dream that kept coming back?: no.. but ill be in the same place i was in another dream or something like that
~Beliefs~
Belive in life on other planets?: of course
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: yup yup
Magic?: mmhmmm
God?: yeh right
Satan?: no
Santa?: lol until i was 10
Ghosts?: yes indeed
Luck?: yeh
Love at first sight?: not at all
Ying and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: of course
Witches?: i am a witch!
Easter bunny?: if i dont then i dont get any candy ;)
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: not at all
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: um no
Do you wish on stars?: always
~Deep Theological Questions~
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: not a chance in hell
Do you think God has a gender?: no but if i did hed be a guy cuz the world is so fucked up
Do you believe in organized religion?: NO
Where do you think we go when we die?: reincarnation
~Friends~
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: of course
Who is your best friend?: roxy karim
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: my sister
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: stop being so surly
Your favourite inside joke?: all of my old inside jokes with alex (sigh).. and all the UK series with rox
Thing you're picked on most about?: how opinionated i am
Who's your longest known friend?: julie cohen
Newest?: probably mira
Shyest?: definately mira
Funniest?: roxy
Sweetest?: briana
Closest?: roxy
Weirdest?: fiona
Smartest?: courtney
Ditziest?: jaime (not my friend) or jessica
Friends you miss being close to the most: monica, julie, kim, hannahj, tessa, lucas, blake, arvid.. sigh lecole
Last person you talked to online?: Seham
Who do you talk to most online?: Definately Jimmy
Who are you on the phone with most?: um maybe lizzy or rox or jess
Who do you trust most?: my sister
Who listens to your problems?: jimmy most and then ken but only cuz i make her
Who do you fight most with?: jesica because she is ignorant and my sister because she takes my stuff
Who's the nicest?: tough one.. briana or courtney
Who's the most outgoing?: me.. or lizzy
Who's the best singer?: um emily canavan definately
Who's on your shit-list?: what that?.. uh.. jesica
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: .. yes but its so not cool
Who's like your second family?: roxys family
Do you always feel understood?: no barely ever
Who's the loudest friend?: lizzy
Do you trust others easily?: guys too easily, girls not easily enough
Who's house were you last at?: emily sehmers
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: kendras! haha
Do your friends know you?: some of them
Friend that lives farthest away:: valerie
~Love and All That~
Do you consider love a mistake?: sometimes.. not that id know
What do you find romantic?: being intellectually and spiritually bound to someone
Turn-on?: skaters, punks.. rebels haha. guys with shaggy hair.. exotic looking girls. free spririts. intelligence and mystery.. and band tees
Turn-off?: generic, boring, usual people. people who remind me of my parents, stupid people.. 'ghetto' anything at all
First kiss?: Justin Shimane
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: flattered and intrigued
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yes
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: yes many a time
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: um yes i think
What's the last present someone gave you?: jessicas parents bought me flip flops and ice cream
Are you in love?: pshh as bloody if
Do you consider your significant other hot?: .. which s/o is this??
~Who Was the Last Person...~
That haunted you?: mira probably
You wanted to kill?: jessica and jaime
That you laughed at?: jessica
That laughed at you?: roxy
That turned you on?: tom.. wow that was psychotic
You went shopping with?: jessica i guess
That broke your heart?: mira
To disappoint you?: jessica
To ask you out?: yeh i dont get asked out.. so probably solly hahaha.. wait.. i asked him out.. ummmmmm ok so probably roddy in gr 8
To make you cry?: jessica
To brighten up your day?: roxy meredith and emily definately
That you thought about?: rox
You saw a movie with?: jessica
You talked to on the phone?: rox
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: seham
You saw?: emily and meredith
~Right This Moment...~
Body part you're touching right now: none.. uhh my hands on the keyboard
What are you worried about right now?: not being able to do my fucking summer hw and that i wont see tom again for a while
What book are you reading?: none
What's on your mousepad?: i dont have one
Are you bored?: waiting for kendra to get the hell up
Are you tired?: kinda
Are you talking to anyone online?: nope
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: um lonely i suppose
Are you listening to music?: home improvement is playing above my head
Are you named after anyone?: not a person.. but the movie Hannah and her sisters
What's your screename?: bodies
Would you name a child of yours after you?: god no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: George (ewwww)
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:
Lisa or Lucie
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: mm sometimes Hanna which drives me fucking crazy! what the hell kind of a name is hanna??? its not even a palindrome!
Basics Your gender:: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Bi
Single?: of course
If not, do you want to be?: no-ish.. the commitment thing is terrifying.. as is the lack of mystery and games etc.
Birthday: september 7th 1988
Your age:: 15
Age you act: sometimes 5 ... 10 or 19
Age you wish you were:: 16
Your height:: 5'1 1/2
Eye color: brown
Happy with it?: mm.. very plain colour!! i wish they were light brown as all hell like a cat something
Hair color: now dyed black
Happy with it?: meh.. wil take some getting used to
Your living arrangement: half time with my mom and half with my dad
Your family: mom, moms bf, moms bfs son.. dad, step mom, step bro, sister
Have any pets?: one kitty whose anorexic if thats how you spell it.. Mia
Whats your job?: ex busgirl and complete broke failure .. my job is lso moo-cow patrole
Piercings?: ears. want my eyebrow
Tattoos?: not yet
Obsessions?: cat eye glasses and magazine ads
Addictions?: juice.. brunettes
Do you speak another language?: francais and espanol oh and a touch of sign
Have a favorite quote?: 'cock of nothing' - veruca salt
Do you have a webpage?: 100 past projects
~Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it~
Do you live in the moment?: of course!! im very impulsive
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: not at all.. im very inwardly upset .. maybe thats just because .. nm
Do you have any secrets?: uhhh .. probably, everyone has secrets
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: yes
Do you have any bad habits?: biting my nails.. but i like it
What is the compliment you get from most people?: that i have pretty eyes.. or about my braids
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: hustlers bandwagon
What's your biggest fear?: being plain and average and obvious
Can you sing?: yeah i guess
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: sometimes i pretend im uma therman in pulp fiction and other times i pretend im a goth queen .. oh and then theres the british girl loner.. but its only to get my jollies never to be cool
Are you a loner?: No but yes.. ive always fantasized a bout a life of complete solitude in which i skulk around like harriet the spy in cute glasses writing down everyones secrets and observing the world instead of living in it.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: experiencing every thrill
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yes
Are you a daredevil?: yes indeed.. theres not enough time not to be one
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: of course, everyone hates a part of themselves. id have to say my innability to easily be open with guys or the negative/bitchy/srly vibes i give off to strangers.. aka innaproachability
Are you passive or agressive?: aggressive (thanks mom for passing that down to me)
Do you have a journal?: yes
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: im very accepting and understanding.. weakness.. a tormenting experience with guys in elementary resulting in a very agressive and dominant approach to sexual encounters. (did i just type that out loud?)
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: the way people see me .. and my arms
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yeh .. if somethings bothering me i deal with it
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes major friendship things.. not being close with more people
Do you think life has been good so far?: yes well compared to whom?
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: people want what they cant have (it took me 13 years to learn).. and to just be yourself. its the most obvious of them all but the hardest to understand properly... oh and why guys are attracted to the gross university girls
What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes and uh nothing else
And least?: my overall body fat percentage
Do you think you are good looking?: i can be if i try
Are you confident?: i guess.. it depends on what kind of confident.. sexually yes, physically less often that so.. in general?.. um i suppose
What is the fictional character you are most like?: id like to think lyra belacqua or senna wales but ill say april o'connor from everworld
~Do You...~
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: recreationally
Read the newspaper?: when it appears infront of me
Pray?: not at all
Go to church?: only for my brothers special school happenings
Talk to strangers who IM you?: when im rarely on chat
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yeh... sleepy ted and teddy
Take walks in the rain?: how could i not?
Talk to people even though you hate them?: that is my stupid little west side world
Drive?: not yet
Like to drive fast?: haha only along ubc highway....
~Would or Have You Ever?~
Liked your voice?: yes.. singing not speaking though
Hurt yourself?: yeah
Been out of the country?: yes - us and mexico
Eaten something that made other people sick?: not swallowed.. but i caught a loonie in my mouth once.. oh and geneva and i drank each others blood
Been in love?: hahhahahaha not bloody likely
Gone skinny dipping?: for sure hehe with monica
Had a medical emergency?: ive never been to the hospital except for birth
Had surgery?: nope
Ran away from home?: many a time
Played strip poker?: many a good time hast been had
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: yeah.. stupid bitch
Been picked on?: umm yes
Been on stage?: hundreds of times
Slept outdoors?: haha douglas park
Thought about suicide?: very much so during my depressing 12-14 stage
Pulled an all nighter?: no.. im a sleepy person
If yes, what is your record?:
Gone one day without food?: yeah definately
Talked on the phone all night?: haha yesssss
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yeh
Slept all day?: after staying up all night reading harry potter...
Killed someone?: yes of course, who hasnt these days (?).. if not physically then emotionally maybe
Made out with a stranger?: maybe not made out but kissed definately.. haha two days ago
Had sex with a stranger?: never never
Thought you're going crazy?: lol no
Kissed the same sex?: yeah for sure
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yeh
Been betrayed?: YES
Had a dream that came true?: more like deja vu
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: lol melissa joan hart .. and um i saw elijah wood and mandy moore from a distance of ten feet
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: maybe a bug
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: haha did i go to elementary school?
Stolen anything?: Yes
Been on radio/tv?: Yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: yehhhhh! warped!
Had a nervous breakdown?: nope
Bungee jumped?: not yet
Had a dream that kept coming back?: no.. but ill be in the same place i was in another dream or something like that
~Beliefs~
Belive in life on other planets?: of course
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: yup yup
Magic?: mmhmmm
God?: yeh right
Satan?: no
Santa?: lol until i was 10
Ghosts?: yes indeed
Luck?: yeh
Love at first sight?: not at all
Ying and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: of course
Witches?: i am a witch!
Easter bunny?: if i dont then i dont get any candy ;)
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: not at all
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: um no
Do you wish on stars?: always
~Deep Theological Questions~
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: not a chance in hell
Do you think God has a gender?: no but if i did hed be a guy cuz the world is so fucked up
Do you believe in organized religion?: NO
Where do you think we go when we die?: reincarnation
~Friends~
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: of course
Who is your best friend?: roxy karim
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: my sister
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: stop being so surly
Your favourite inside joke?: all of my old inside jokes with alex (sigh).. and all the UK series with rox
Thing you're picked on most about?: how opinionated i am
Who's your longest known friend?: julie cohen
Newest?: probably mira
Shyest?: definately mira
Funniest?: roxy
Sweetest?: briana
Closest?: roxy
Weirdest?: fiona
Smartest?: courtney
Ditziest?: jaime (not my friend) or jessica
Friends you miss being close to the most: monica, julie, kim, hannahj, tessa, lucas, blake, arvid.. sigh lecole
Last person you talked to online?: Seham
Who do you talk to most online?: Definately Jimmy
Who are you on the phone with most?: um maybe lizzy or rox or jess
Who do you trust most?: my sister
Who listens to your problems?: jimmy most and then ken but only cuz i make her
Who do you fight most with?: jesica because she is ignorant and my sister because she takes my stuff
Who's the nicest?: tough one.. briana or courtney
Who's the most outgoing?: me.. or lizzy
Who's the best singer?: um emily canavan definately
Who's on your shit-list?: what that?.. uh.. jesica
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: .. yes but its so not cool
Who's like your second family?: roxys family
Do you always feel understood?: no barely ever
Who's the loudest friend?: lizzy
Do you trust others easily?: guys too easily, girls not easily enough
Who's house were you last at?: emily sehmers
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: kendras! haha
Do your friends know you?: some of them
Friend that lives farthest away:: valerie
~Love and All That~
Do you consider love a mistake?: sometimes.. not that id know
What do you find romantic?: being intellectually and spiritually bound to someone
Turn-on?: skaters, punks.. rebels haha. guys with shaggy hair.. exotic looking girls. free spririts. intelligence and mystery.. and band tees
Turn-off?: generic, boring, usual people. people who remind me of my parents, stupid people.. 'ghetto' anything at all
First kiss?: Justin Shimane
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: flattered and intrigued
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yes
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: yes many a time
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: um yes i think
What's the last present someone gave you?: jessicas parents bought me flip flops and ice cream
Are you in love?: pshh as bloody if
Do you consider your significant other hot?: .. which s/o is this??
~Who Was the Last Person...~
That haunted you?: mira probably
You wanted to kill?: jessica and jaime
That you laughed at?: jessica
That laughed at you?: roxy
That turned you on?: tom.. wow that was psychotic
You went shopping with?: jessica i guess
That broke your heart?: mira
To disappoint you?: jessica
To ask you out?: yeh i dont get asked out.. so probably solly hahaha.. wait.. i asked him out.. ummmmmm ok so probably roddy in gr 8
To make you cry?: jessica
To brighten up your day?: roxy meredith and emily definately
That you thought about?: rox
You saw a movie with?: jessica
You talked to on the phone?: rox
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: seham
You saw?: emily and meredith
~Right This Moment...~
Body part you're touching right now: none.. uhh my hands on the keyboard
What are you worried about right now?: not being able to do my fucking summer hw and that i wont see tom again for a while
What book are you reading?: none
What's on your mousepad?: i dont have one
Are you bored?: waiting for kendra to get the hell up
Are you tired?: kinda
Are you talking to anyone online?: nope
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: um lonely i suppose
Are you listening to music?: home improvement is playing above my head