im stuck in my ways.. and rambling as always
twinstar
Flying, when all I want to do is die.
Feels like you're flyin'
Oh God, I wish that I could fly.
You want to lift me up,
But you don't know, and you don't see
I'm stuck in my ways, stuck in my ways, oh.
Breathing, when all I want to do is drown.
You keep on breathing and I keep on sinking down, oh, oh.
You want to lift me up,
But you don't know, and you don't see
I'm stuck in my ways, stuck in my ways.
I'm stuck in my ways, oh.
You want to lift me up,
But you don't know, and you don't see
I'm stuck in my ways, stuck in my ways.
I'm stuck in my ways.
I'm stuck in my ways, oh.
how passive can i be.. lets see shall we? first you curl up, you push everything down, you swallow all your thoughts and everything you feel should be crushed, stalled if not completely put an end to. its a race now, a passive aggressive, depressing, submissive stupid ugly make-believe conversation. haha one thing to make it awkward, i know how i like that. and a little jealous.. no thats just me making things up! there could be none of that so lets just continue with this blatant vague bullshit. and its over. finally! ill say one farewell and leave you to be the excited one this time. im not going to abandon my water, no more spicy, no more anything and youll be the one to die. haha itll be a triumph, a marvel.. the world will see my bones. and youll cry, youll feel guilty. the guilt card, the one i always play, my comfort zone. im so good at manipulating people with a little eloquence.
its funy how many songs you can get to describe you at a moment in the day.. or a complete fucking chapter of your life. im going to write a book.
Flying, when all I want to do is die.
Feels like you're flyin'
Oh God, I wish that I could fly.
You want to lift me up,
But you don't know, and you don't see
I'm stuck in my ways, stuck in my ways, oh.
Breathing, when all I want to do is drown.
You keep on breathing and I keep on sinking down, oh, oh.
You want to lift me up,
But you don't know, and you don't see
I'm stuck in my ways, stuck in my ways.
I'm stuck in my ways, oh.
You want to lift me up,
But you don't know, and you don't see
I'm stuck in my ways, stuck in my ways.
I'm stuck in my ways.
I'm stuck in my ways, oh.
how passive can i be.. lets see shall we? first you curl up, you push everything down, you swallow all your thoughts and everything you feel should be crushed, stalled if not completely put an end to. its a race now, a passive aggressive, depressing, submissive stupid ugly make-believe conversation. haha one thing to make it awkward, i know how i like that. and a little jealous.. no thats just me making things up! there could be none of that so lets just continue with this blatant vague bullshit. and its over. finally! ill say one farewell and leave you to be the excited one this time. im not going to abandon my water, no more spicy, no more anything and youll be the one to die. haha itll be a triumph, a marvel.. the world will see my bones. and youll cry, youll feel guilty. the guilt card, the one i always play, my comfort zone. im so good at manipulating people with a little eloquence.
its funy how many songs you can get to describe you at a moment in the day.. or a complete fucking chapter of your life. im going to write a book.