fuck this religoius act and damn you all to hell!! i have nothing more to offer, can you blame me?! NO? then dont try!! stop dissolving my pair and shooting my mind with this stupid shape. fucking everything and stupid music. why did i have to? because i wanted a shape out of you? well you've shared the shape and broken my edges.. now those are so insignificant!! ramble ramble ramble, is this adding to what i want to be? or is this what you want me to be? or maybe its what you both want to be and im sitting here laughing and wanting in on this life long inside joke that was conjured before i got there and is threatening my dissapearance. theres no laughing today, there will be none tomorrow. oh but i covered it so well, so well that youre blind by your own accord and not mine. so thats it then? i give up. have it, take it all and ill ask for nothing!.. so where to turn? shall i take the path taken by those most likely to dissappear or should i just wear the mask that ive been obvlivious to until i met you? yeh well its easier done than said you stupid selfish angel