TY Drabble Request #2 - English
I owed this! I'm sorry it took me this long, but writing in english it's difficult for me, hehe <3! I'll probably post icons later (TW and Heroes <3!)! And I changed my header *dances around* Anyway, onto the drabble...
Fandom: Twilight
Characters: Alice&Jasper
Title: Being Him.
Rating: G
Word Count: 255 words
Summary: Post Paper-Cut incident. He kind of likes the loneliness
Note I: Many thanks to Lexy (lewlinx) for helping me with this one <3!
Note II: This one goes for dandelionpretty, who some weeks ago asked for it and said she was in the mood for Jasper. I hope that though it took me this long, you are still in the mood for him <3!! I know it's short but I hope you'll like it anyway ^o^!!
He loves to sit there, the water rushing through his feet. Slowly. There is something about being completely alone. The peace. His feelings. The feeling of them. Alone, no one else rushing around. There’s something about being able to connect with himself, letting the sorrow and guilt rush through his empty veins.
He kind of likes the loneliness. He doesn’t have to worry about Esme’s fears, Carlisle companionship or Alice being preoccupied. He can be just an empty thread in the world all alone. The sun hiding behind the clouds, never able to touch him. He prefers it this way; he doesn’t like the warm on his skin. It just feels… fake.
He likes the feeling of emptiness that spreads in his body when he isn’t around anybody, around nothing at all. It is just then when he really is himself. He can blame himself forever, even if Edward won’t do it. He will still hate himself. The weak link. If his brother was once the weird one, he’ll always be the frail. It’s his destiny to fail.
Calm washes over him all of the sudden and Alice arms wrap him in a soft loving hug. Hope washes over him again as she crawls in his lap. He lets his lips smile just a second while she gives him the strength to keep on trying once more time.
“Emo boy,” she whispers and kisses him.
Hers is the only company he actually enjoys more than silence and nothingness. And for this, he kisses her back.
Fandom: Twilight
Characters: Alice&Jasper
Title: Being Him.
Rating: G
Word Count: 255 words
Summary: Post Paper-Cut incident. He kind of likes the loneliness
Note I: Many thanks to Lexy (lewlinx) for helping me with this one <3!
Note II: This one goes for dandelionpretty, who some weeks ago asked for it and said she was in the mood for Jasper. I hope that though it took me this long, you are still in the mood for him <3!! I know it's short but I hope you'll like it anyway ^o^!!
He loves to sit there, the water rushing through his feet. Slowly. There is something about being completely alone. The peace. His feelings. The feeling of them. Alone, no one else rushing around. There’s something about being able to connect with himself, letting the sorrow and guilt rush through his empty veins.
He kind of likes the loneliness. He doesn’t have to worry about Esme’s fears, Carlisle companionship or Alice being preoccupied. He can be just an empty thread in the world all alone. The sun hiding behind the clouds, never able to touch him. He prefers it this way; he doesn’t like the warm on his skin. It just feels… fake.
He likes the feeling of emptiness that spreads in his body when he isn’t around anybody, around nothing at all. It is just then when he really is himself. He can blame himself forever, even if Edward won’t do it. He will still hate himself. The weak link. If his brother was once the weird one, he’ll always be the frail. It’s his destiny to fail.
Calm washes over him all of the sudden and Alice arms wrap him in a soft loving hug. Hope washes over him again as she crawls in his lap. He lets his lips smile just a second while she gives him the strength to keep on trying once more time.
“Emo boy,” she whispers and kisses him.
Hers is the only company he actually enjoys more than silence and nothingness. And for this, he kisses her back.