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So As john told me tonight, cut my losses,. And I think i'm beginning to do that.
Whats the worst thing to happen when you realize you don't fit in with the people around you, and that your friends aren't your friends but just good aquiantaces that only speak to you when they need to spill their guts, cause they know they can trust you.
You find yourself.
You hangout with yourself.
Hell maybe I'll have time to workout
And make all those play lists
And find more NEW music *so excited*
Maybe I can spend time with my dog *whom waits all day at the window for me to come home*
Maybe I can start drawing again
Maybe I can practace my piano on johns keyboard and get good at that again
The worst thing that can happen is I get off my fat as and do something for myself and take care of myself.
I found john when I stoped caring
I'll find good REAL friends when I stop caring too.
Besides this MIDDLE of life, this having to work your ass off and having to go to school all week long and being busy 24 7 is hitting everyone I know.
Its part of college life
And I'm not worried about it.
So next time you guys need someone to talk to, by all means call me
I'm just more aware now
: )
Whats the worst thing to happen when you realize you don't fit in with the people around you, and that your friends aren't your friends but just good aquiantaces that only speak to you when they need to spill their guts, cause they know they can trust you.
You find yourself.
You hangout with yourself.
Hell maybe I'll have time to workout
And make all those play lists
And find more NEW music *so excited*
Maybe I can spend time with my dog *whom waits all day at the window for me to come home*
Maybe I can start drawing again
Maybe I can practace my piano on johns keyboard and get good at that again
The worst thing that can happen is I get off my fat as and do something for myself and take care of myself.
I found john when I stoped caring
I'll find good REAL friends when I stop caring too.
Besides this MIDDLE of life, this having to work your ass off and having to go to school all week long and being busy 24 7 is hitting everyone I know.
Its part of college life
And I'm not worried about it.
So next time you guys need someone to talk to, by all means call me
I'm just more aware now
: )