Aug 02, 2005 09:00
i have to do whats best for me. i have to focus on myself from now on and not on the past, or how i used to feel, or how i used to love, because thats whats hurting me so badly. its not the fact that i still feel that way, its remembering how my heart used to skip beats and how my stomach used to turn circles. they dont do that anymore and they havent for a long time and THINGS ARENT THE SAME.
its hard to forget someone, but it IS possible. and ive been hurt beyond repair.