I just tried to separate an ocean from these tears we cried.

Aug 17, 2006 21:19

This boy I knew died on Tuesday at 4:31am. He graduated with my sister in 2001 and was a very close friend of hers, as well as a best friend to her boyfriend. His birthday was on their anniversary, and every year they would go out and celebrate together. He came over my house every once in a while, and my father even commented once on how "cute" he was for me. 
He was only 23 years old.
His wake was today and his funeral is tomorrow.
Abby, I tried calling you on Monday to meet up. I got your voicemail, but didn't leave one. I didn't know when you'd be leaving, then this happened and my week was kinda nuts since then.
I wish I could've met up with you. It would have been fun.
I don't know how to explain how I am feeling right now. It drives me crazy how fast one's life can change. I keep thinking, "OMG. What if I turn this corner and I get into some freak accident and die?" 
I've been driving myself mad thinking that one second I'll be here and the next I might not be. 
I feel so sorry for his parents and his girlfriend. I can't imagine what it must be like to lose someone you love so much. 
I am at a loss for words. I really don't know how to explain what a mess I am. 
ugh.ugh.ugh.ugh.ugh.ugh.ugh.ugh.ugh

http://www.nj.com/obituaries/jjournal/index.ssf?/base/obits-6/115571076822000.xml&coll=3
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