Trouble in Paradise?
oh boy, do i dare confess this on the very exposing internet? gah, damn writing being an escape. life was goign so good, so perfect until he started contacting me again. it could have been anyone, but why him?
i barely even remember the past, but i knew from the diary that he had meant something...like, how could anyone forget their first love?
"german and irish, god perfect background...tall, muscular, kind eyes, heart of gold. and a wild streak in him." thats how i described him in the diary. even though i haven;t seen him since, i bet he would still fit that description. He was the one person who was determined to help me remember my past. the one person who knew everything about me. i tried so hard to ignore him, but god he was persistant. so now i am at the crossroads...i have fallen for my shane so hard that leaving him who hurt the both of us...but if i ignore my first...how would leave him...after all he does have a piece of me.
fuck i sound like a hopeless romantic...
i barely even remember the past, but i knew from the diary that he had meant something...like, how could anyone forget their first love?
"german and irish, god perfect background...tall, muscular, kind eyes, heart of gold. and a wild streak in him." thats how i described him in the diary. even though i haven;t seen him since, i bet he would still fit that description. He was the one person who was determined to help me remember my past. the one person who knew everything about me. i tried so hard to ignore him, but god he was persistant. so now i am at the crossroads...i have fallen for my shane so hard that leaving him who hurt the both of us...but if i ignore my first...how would leave him...after all he does have a piece of me.
fuck i sound like a hopeless romantic...