Gorgeous weather we're having.
School is not treating me well. In fact most things are not treating me too well. But time will heal. That or it will makes things worse. Either way it will move things along so that I can feel something different. That is something I can live well enough with.
Breathing in the the cold fall air is leaving me standing in the same places for longer than I should. I enjoy it too much to go in and warm up though. If that leads me to sickness I will be able to ward it off eventually, and surely be able to find comfort in the eventual core reaching chill of winter.
Halloween was both a disappointment and a pleasant surprise. I love and miss the crowd of friends and almost friends dressed unlike themselves drinking until more stupid than before the start of it, I do prefer it so much to a crowd of strangers doing the same. Bars are better for un-costumed events, if there even are such things. But I did enjoy the easy pleasantness of friends, games, and humorous conversation into the morning. Sometimes I think alcohol ruins that a bit. Not that I would ever give up the stuff completely, but sometimes there is something a bit more enjoyable to having a good time without a mind numbing buffer.
The rest of my life is upon me, and while my mind is wandering to a Fight Club quote about it's eventual end, I should probably take a bit more serious look at that. I feel an oncoming sadness that this might be one of those cliche forks in the road where my dreams and reality come clashing together. They were right all along. Youth is fleeting. I'm not sure where it's going off to, but on the current path it looks like my dreams are hitching a ride with it.
Breathing in the the cold fall air is leaving me standing in the same places for longer than I should. I enjoy it too much to go in and warm up though. If that leads me to sickness I will be able to ward it off eventually, and surely be able to find comfort in the eventual core reaching chill of winter.
Halloween was both a disappointment and a pleasant surprise. I love and miss the crowd of friends and almost friends dressed unlike themselves drinking until more stupid than before the start of it, I do prefer it so much to a crowd of strangers doing the same. Bars are better for un-costumed events, if there even are such things. But I did enjoy the easy pleasantness of friends, games, and humorous conversation into the morning. Sometimes I think alcohol ruins that a bit. Not that I would ever give up the stuff completely, but sometimes there is something a bit more enjoyable to having a good time without a mind numbing buffer.
The rest of my life is upon me, and while my mind is wandering to a Fight Club quote about it's eventual end, I should probably take a bit more serious look at that. I feel an oncoming sadness that this might be one of those cliche forks in the road where my dreams and reality come clashing together. They were right all along. Youth is fleeting. I'm not sure where it's going off to, but on the current path it looks like my dreams are hitching a ride with it.