Valentines Day
ok so today started off amazingly awsome, me and my friends were haveing the best of times and just enjoying eachothers company. Then I get home and my dad gives me a box of chocolates saying that I am also his valentine. Then I go on online and I am still in a really good mood. So I leave a bunch of comments on myspace saying happy valentines day... then I check some of my friends AIM infos and then my day starts to go down hill, I wasn't feeling well anyways *been sick for the past few days* and his info says "<3 ******" with her name in place of the stars and my heart just crashes... cause for over a year and half now we have had this wierd off and on thing going and to see that on valentines day he has her and I have no signifigant other *other than my girls lol* just kills. I hate being single, i thought i was ok with it but I'm not. I want someone who wants to be with me and chooses to just want to be with me because he cares... I know I know I should like one of those girls who feels they need a girl to be happy. I know thats not true because I was happy without a bf untill i realize how lonely life can be... I" want a bf i don't need one... and besides valentines day is just a day for guys to try and get laid or to remind people that they are alone and have no signifigant other to say "i love you and want to be with only you"