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My mom is going to kill me. She is never going to let me live this down. FUCK. The fucking DMV isn't open on Saturdays. She is never going to stop harassing me for not checking this minor detail out before hand. DAMNIT. DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT. I hate myself. I'm such a fucking idiot.
(Actually, I don't care that much. Yeah it'll be a pain in the ass but it's not like I use it right now. Though... will that affect when i'm carded in bars? if they see it's expired? I'm obviously over 20 years old. And either I'll have to re-take a test or something and possibly pay more-which would suck-to get a new license here, or do it whenever I go back to Ohio but it's not the end of the fucking world. But I know that my mom will act like it is and make me feel like a horrible person. So might as well convince myself it's true so it hurts less when she says it.)
And it fucking sucks I feel like I shouldn't leave the area today because I should save my metro card if I can help it... because I really don't have any money right now. And by that I am being literal. Until Friday. I wanted to go to the new apt. But I should just stay here, until I have to leave to meet Sarah for SNL. (Hey at least I get to go to SNL tonight, that's cool). That also means I can't eat lol cause I don't have any food. Except some peanut butter.
Tomorrow is my birthday and... I dunno. Whatever who cares? I'm more focused on not letting my bank account go into the negatives before Friday and then getting my shit moved to a new apt. by the end of the month.
I was reading on the train yesterday and the guy ran into a cow in the field in the middle of the night and he was freaked out cause he thought it was one of his animals (he owns a zoo) and it was "just a cow" and I imagined a cow in a field walking toward me... and I fucking started crying. Geesh. But I do miss being around people who aren't humans or cats. In a setting that isn't concrete and glass. I'm really looking forward to living in Inwood where I can run away to be with trees all the time, though!
(Actually, I don't care that much. Yeah it'll be a pain in the ass but it's not like I use it right now. Though... will that affect when i'm carded in bars? if they see it's expired? I'm obviously over 20 years old. And either I'll have to re-take a test or something and possibly pay more-which would suck-to get a new license here, or do it whenever I go back to Ohio but it's not the end of the fucking world. But I know that my mom will act like it is and make me feel like a horrible person. So might as well convince myself it's true so it hurts less when she says it.)
And it fucking sucks I feel like I shouldn't leave the area today because I should save my metro card if I can help it... because I really don't have any money right now. And by that I am being literal. Until Friday. I wanted to go to the new apt. But I should just stay here, until I have to leave to meet Sarah for SNL. (Hey at least I get to go to SNL tonight, that's cool). That also means I can't eat lol cause I don't have any food. Except some peanut butter.
Tomorrow is my birthday and... I dunno. Whatever who cares? I'm more focused on not letting my bank account go into the negatives before Friday and then getting my shit moved to a new apt. by the end of the month.
I was reading on the train yesterday and the guy ran into a cow in the field in the middle of the night and he was freaked out cause he thought it was one of his animals (he owns a zoo) and it was "just a cow" and I imagined a cow in a field walking toward me... and I fucking started crying. Geesh. But I do miss being around people who aren't humans or cats. In a setting that isn't concrete and glass. I'm really looking forward to living in Inwood where I can run away to be with trees all the time, though!