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Jan 30, 2011 16:02

 hi!

I really need to do something productive but why can't i find the motivation?! im so nervous i can't study. ayyyyyyyyyyyyy 
im watching up in the air. they're talking about settling for guys. 
ive never done that. but at times i feel like i should.
im 19. still no boyfriend. EVER
ive had my share of boy things but nothing legit. *sigh*
i don't even know how i would find the time for it.
someone just needs to come up to me and be like hey lets go out sometime.
i dont have the time to go out of my way to find ppl! 
well i guess i would have the time if i were studying instead of typing this right now.
hmmmm.
ok i just need to spend less time on facebook which will lead to more study time and more time scouting for the boys :)
my life is awesome besides for the fact that i have no boy. and this sounds conceited but i think im pretty so it really shouldn't be that hard for me to find someone. if i actually tried like i try in everything else in life maybe i would have a guy. i guess i just get nervous and don't know what to do. i just need to be friendlier and more open. i feel like i always look pissed off about something. which prob doesn't help my situation. haha
gotta turn up the smile. :)
i guess my time will come eventually and then all this waiting will be worth it :)
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