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this week has been ridiculous (correction: i have been ridiculous.).
i attempted to embody the very essence of a productive student, but it turned into more of a cascading into apathy. the words "junior college" are a death knell, one that causes me to wonder why i'm pushing myself to still get good grades. or go to class. i tend to ignore lessons to ramble in my notebook, romance jim wilcoxsen (we're practically engaged right now), wander the library without shoes, campaign for a return of water polo. and sneak out of lunch to play in the snow and am promptly subjected to the wrath of crazy karen ("i'll get in trouble if you girls do that again!").
and then i go to rock shows where i spend obscene amounts of money on menial objects. i don't park right. i attempt to make balloon animals (and you were just thinking i wasn't that ridiculous). i further try to romance jim wilcoxsen. i feel rejected. i realize the rejection is completely just. and then i head home deaf as a fucking rock. my lack of positive attributes is starting to get to me.
karma kills me sometimes.
i attempted to embody the very essence of a productive student, but it turned into more of a cascading into apathy. the words "junior college" are a death knell, one that causes me to wonder why i'm pushing myself to still get good grades. or go to class. i tend to ignore lessons to ramble in my notebook, romance jim wilcoxsen (we're practically engaged right now), wander the library without shoes, campaign for a return of water polo. and sneak out of lunch to play in the snow and am promptly subjected to the wrath of crazy karen ("i'll get in trouble if you girls do that again!").
and then i go to rock shows where i spend obscene amounts of money on menial objects. i don't park right. i attempt to make balloon animals (and you were just thinking i wasn't that ridiculous). i further try to romance jim wilcoxsen. i feel rejected. i realize the rejection is completely just. and then i head home deaf as a fucking rock. my lack of positive attributes is starting to get to me.
karma kills me sometimes.