so...early...
yeah. It's really early...i just got back from IHOP...me, katt, and raychel met Wes, Keith, Trevor, and this guy Thomas there. We met Mike. Mike rocks my socks. He's the coolest waiter ever. Everything was going great...complete with laughter and fun and games. I had 5 cups of coffee...I love coffee. Because it keeps me awake. I can't sleep anymore.
Ever since Steve left, I go insane whenever I get any sort of rest. When I calm down I think of all the shit I put him through. Which is just that...a load of shit. Wes was right when he said I was playing him. I may not have been cheating on him, but I was completely playing him. I was with him when I didnt want to be. That's the worse kind there is.
I kinda feel like I'm about to puke my guts out...no sleep plus lotsa caffine means death. My eyes hurt along with my stomach. I have to work from 3 to 11 tomorrow, and I wont sleep before it. Because when I sleeep it hurts...When I sleep I think about him. And I miss him so much more than I should.
I think I might try to sleep...as soon as I start breaking down I'll play more Sims...It'll be fun.
Ever since Steve left, I go insane whenever I get any sort of rest. When I calm down I think of all the shit I put him through. Which is just that...a load of shit. Wes was right when he said I was playing him. I may not have been cheating on him, but I was completely playing him. I was with him when I didnt want to be. That's the worse kind there is.
I kinda feel like I'm about to puke my guts out...no sleep plus lotsa caffine means death. My eyes hurt along with my stomach. I have to work from 3 to 11 tomorrow, and I wont sleep before it. Because when I sleeep it hurts...When I sleep I think about him. And I miss him so much more than I should.
I think I might try to sleep...as soon as I start breaking down I'll play more Sims...It'll be fun.