Digging Out Of My Element
It's a new year, but not a new semester. Your left in a daze when coming back from the holidays, Something feels different around you. It's not the students or the teachers, It's the fact you have only so few months left to get your ass into gear on your grades and be ready for graduation.
Ever get that feeling that soon as you arrive back somewhere that you feel you've been gone from for a month only it has been 2 weeks? I felt weirdly zoned out, Like I felt I was in a dream still until the teachers started bursting my bubble with the line "Your graduating soon". I thought that those words would be awesome to hear but now that I have only three weeks for this semester left and then the rest for second semester I feel overwhelmed.
When the teacher start talking about getting your butt in gear for work and start doing some presentations, you realize that one of your goals for the new year is going down only because your fear is becoming bigger. I wish right now I was back in 11th grade, I could slack off and just enjoy what I had but now I got to work and be a little miss worry wart.
Maybe after Friday I will be better, Or maybe Not? Life's a bitch and I got to fight it.
Ever get that feeling that soon as you arrive back somewhere that you feel you've been gone from for a month only it has been 2 weeks? I felt weirdly zoned out, Like I felt I was in a dream still until the teachers started bursting my bubble with the line "Your graduating soon". I thought that those words would be awesome to hear but now that I have only three weeks for this semester left and then the rest for second semester I feel overwhelmed.
When the teacher start talking about getting your butt in gear for work and start doing some presentations, you realize that one of your goals for the new year is going down only because your fear is becoming bigger. I wish right now I was back in 11th grade, I could slack off and just enjoy what I had but now I got to work and be a little miss worry wart.
Maybe after Friday I will be better, Or maybe Not? Life's a bitch and I got to fight it.