It's funny, I feel like I'm a character in a parable.
There is so much bottled and pent up inside with regards to every little part of my life. But fatigue is all I feel when bouts of discontent come out from deep within and a part of it is being relayed. To those who have been the victims of my incessant and-i-still-strongly-believe-end-of-the-world-ish matters, here I truly apologise with deepest regret. Nevertheless, albeit the situations remain stinkfully stagnant, I would like to applaud you for being true friends who would (un)relentlessly listen to yours truly. From the bottom of my heart, I thank you.
When I mean growing up isn't easy, I mean GROWING UP IS NOT EASY. Though we are all in the same age range, some have proceeded to different stages of their lives faster than others due to the systems instituted and though that does not render such individuals inept, it does to a large extent create an inability to understand the other who is already ahead of you.
And that sucks, for as much as everything is true through a long and conscious analysis of the situation, it's all gibberish garble, or simply pretexts to others.
I know, I've been enlightened, but I'm wickedly crushed into dust upon the cessation of the entire process too.
With that being said, i find it's all a little odd and funny (not in the hahaha sense of course), for I feel like I'm a character in a parable.
Whilst taking cognizance of any situation may help in the diversion of a tragedy, some things are still beyond our power. Though many extra precautions have been made to ensure such uneventful mishaps from happening, what you're running from might be the very things which comes knocking at your door. Only then you know, that melancholy sticks to you like a malady and there's no point trying to do everything in your own power in search of that one thing called happiness cuz in the end, you ARE powerless and doomed to die that way.
In short, I'm just so far-king tired of life and what has been laid out for me.
I wake up, it's a bad dream,
No one on my side,
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.
When I mean growing up isn't easy, I mean GROWING UP IS NOT EASY. Though we are all in the same age range, some have proceeded to different stages of their lives faster than others due to the systems instituted and though that does not render such individuals inept, it does to a large extent create an inability to understand the other who is already ahead of you.
And that sucks, for as much as everything is true through a long and conscious analysis of the situation, it's all gibberish garble, or simply pretexts to others.
I know, I've been enlightened, but I'm wickedly crushed into dust upon the cessation of the entire process too.
With that being said, i find it's all a little odd and funny (not in the hahaha sense of course), for I feel like I'm a character in a parable.
Whilst taking cognizance of any situation may help in the diversion of a tragedy, some things are still beyond our power. Though many extra precautions have been made to ensure such uneventful mishaps from happening, what you're running from might be the very things which comes knocking at your door. Only then you know, that melancholy sticks to you like a malady and there's no point trying to do everything in your own power in search of that one thing called happiness cuz in the end, you ARE powerless and doomed to die that way.
In short, I'm just so far-king tired of life and what has been laid out for me.
I wake up, it's a bad dream,
No one on my side,
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.