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Dec 10, 2005 02:46

I'm so not together right now, I feel weird. I don't know what it is. I'm kind of confused.

I had Kelly, JJ and Chris over for dinner tonight. I made a really nice dinner, Kelly and Chris even made the dessert! That was nice. It was strange though. (the dinner I mean) I don't know why. It's been quite a while since I've hung out with Chris - which is sad in itself. But anyway, pretty much we had dinner, and Chris left. In the words of Stephanie Tanner - "how rude!" LOL Whatever his reason for leaving... he missed out on some quality time with me and Kelly. Oh well. I've been saying that a lot too - oh well.

Kelly, JJ and I watched tv for a while then Chris (JJ's bf) came over and we watched some show about Christmas wishes. That was crazy. Then they left. :(

Ever since I haven't really done much. It sucks because I have to be motivated this weekend. Exams are going to suck. I went up to Meijer's tonight too. What I got for Kelly's birthday is going to be great - I hope. I think she'll like what I got her for Christmas too, but I'm not as sure about that one. Well, she can exchange it if she doesn't like it.

I really don't know why I feel so strange, but I do. I guess part of it is I don't feel like I have any friends anymore. Kelly and I are going to Canada on Saturday and I have no one to invite. I mean, how sad is that - I have no friends. Or at least none that can go. I guess things change, which I'm used to now, but it seems every time I turn around, another friend is missing. Certain friends I feel real close to and before I know it, it's distant. I don't know why it is - I'm the same - I just don't know.

Damn this sucks.

Ohhh more bad news to add to the list from this year, my uncle Larry had a heart attack. I also didn't realize how soon January is - only about 3 weeks and I'll have no health insurance. Lovely.

I guess the good news of the moment is that I got a job!! woot woot. Oh yeah, I am a housekeeper at the Fairfield Inn in Mt. Pleasant. Go me! Should be a fun time.

Well I guess that's it for now, I hate when I write such depressing/pain in the ass things in here, but I guess that's how I feel right now. I need help, what can I say?

Ohh and I need a roommate for next year still. Anyone interested?
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