Dec 01, 2009 02:47
Today a cashier picked up on Abby and my schtick and we didn't even do any of our normal give away-s! There wasn't even any snorting in each other's faces!!! I'm not really sure what this means....
Last night, when we were wheeling down the hall in a wheel-y computer chair I decided that we should never EVER be drunk. Because, dear Lord, just look at us sober!!! That being said, I think it is inevitable that we drive each other to alcoholism. Which is magical since we don't like alcohol...
Got A LOT done at club tonight - thank the Lord. Yule ball business, in-depth constitution revisions, To-Do for the rest of the semester etc. Abby showed the kids how to make the snazzy boxes and they seemed greatly amused/pleased. We cut the paper in the copy center for free today and that was nice. I'd have to look a bit, but we probs have enough to do this craft again for Valentine's day or whatever as my Husband suggested. We def. also need to go through the stuff in the office to see what we have by way of craft supplies etc. and put stuff back in the correct places.
My dog is making the funniest noises right now. ::giggle::
New favourite past-time: Breaking Emma
I really just want to finish this semester, get through Christmas and all it's magical joys, then start the new semester fresh, sane, healthy, and ready to go. I feel like it will make all the difference...
Medicine is stupid. Throwing up is also stupid. Ugh.
My dog is a-freakin'-dorable.
JP invited me to his Christmas show. It should be a great show, very well done, full of Penn State fun. I feel like I could go and support him in a sad pathetic effort to pretend that our once best friendship (i.e. my time as his fag-hag) isn't completely over. The problem is that I want to ask him if SHE will be there. Because I totally had a dream about seeing her over Thanksgiving. (Yeah, that's right, totally that pathetic) I am not sure what I would even do... My stomach ties up and I feel this mixture of unforgiven-ness, anger, disappointment, and betrayal when I think about seeing HER there and I just can't even imagine how that might express it's self. And that scares me - to not have it all planed perfectly - to not be in control.
I don't know if it will keep me from going or not.... :/ I'd be a stupid lie of a pretense anyway... Thoughts?
I'm really excited to hang out with Posfe on Game Day. It's kind of what is keeping me trucking through all the stuff I know I need to get done before then.
weddings,
burke,
friends,
brianna,
school,
dogs,
dreams