Lent Day 7: Wanna Go Home
Bitterness level: 1/10
Sadness level: frustrated about how things go down and you inability to do a damn thing about it 8/10
Maybe it isn't the anti-bitterness that I need prayers to help with, but the sadness and loss.
Have stomach flu. Dr. Patterson gave me iv tummy meds and iv fluids yesterday and that helped. She also gave me a script for pills of that stuff that the hospital gives me that works but I haven't filled it because it knocks you out royally for at least 2 days. Not throwing up much now - just pain and cramping in the stomach and weakness in the body. Plan is to eat plan pasta at Redifer for dinner and pretend to be sociable at TARDIS.
Becky died last week. Idiot overdosed on Heroin and chocked on her own vomit. So many years back and forth... ::shakes head:: what a waste.
Found out on Friday and that sure helped set me off Saturday evening.
I wish people were stronger.
I wish I was stronger.
I could really use some molten chocolate cake right now.
Sadness level: frustrated about how things go down and you inability to do a damn thing about it 8/10
Maybe it isn't the anti-bitterness that I need prayers to help with, but the sadness and loss.
Have stomach flu. Dr. Patterson gave me iv tummy meds and iv fluids yesterday and that helped. She also gave me a script for pills of that stuff that the hospital gives me that works but I haven't filled it because it knocks you out royally for at least 2 days. Not throwing up much now - just pain and cramping in the stomach and weakness in the body. Plan is to eat plan pasta at Redifer for dinner and pretend to be sociable at TARDIS.
Becky died last week. Idiot overdosed on Heroin and chocked on her own vomit. So many years back and forth... ::shakes head:: what a waste.
Found out on Friday and that sure helped set me off Saturday evening.
I wish people were stronger.
I wish I was stronger.
I could really use some molten chocolate cake right now.