Nerves & Relaxing

[charlsie_esq]

I don't like to think of myself as a nervous person. I am keeping something under my hat right now. It's taking all my energy and so every little thing now sets me off. I feel this unexplainable dread, like something terrible is going to happen. I can't find my papers, I can't eat, I can't listen to the radio and the sound of people talking at normal levels sounds like screaming to me. My nerves are shot. It's odd to find out this kind of thing about myself, I would have thought that I would have known sometime before my 30th birthday that I was a nervous person. I need to float in a pool for a little while to try to relax. Made me think of this BSG scene from Ressurection Ship:




I just need to be able to stop keeping a secret and I can go back to living like a normal person. Whatever that means.

I was stressed out for the first time in UK during my last trip. It took a series of cocktails to get me back on track. Next time, I'll book a massage.

Looked up spas in Time Out London (the best!) and found Spa London.

Spa London
York Hall Leisure Centre, Old Ford Road E2 9PJ
Transport Bethnal Green tube/rail

Telephone
020 8709 5845

I am so fond of supporting East End businesses. On the list for places to go!