Lily/Kat long-drabble-like thing.

Apr 19, 2009 05:10


Title: Insecure
Summary: If you ever do that again, I'll murder you.
Disclaimer: Entirely fictional. I don't own any of them either.
Author's Notes: It's 5:15am, and i may have had a few too many to drink. Do me a favour, tell me if this is too bad?



Lily has always been shy. It's just another irrisistable feature of her's.

But tonight, she isn't shy. She loses her inhibition when she's angry. Especially if she's angry at me.

So, there she is, dancing in the middle of the floor with every set of eyes on her body as she grinds into some insignificant male's crotch. And I just know he thinks he's getting lucky.

I'm leaning against the bar, just watching her, and she's noticed. Her eyes flick up to mine and I see her lips twitch like she wants to smile, then she remembers that she hates me.

All because of fucking Luke, of course. I didn't even kiss him back! Besides, he was so off his face, he doesn't even remember groping me before forcing his lips sloppily onto my own.

Lily let the boy's arm snake around her body, and his hand found her chest. I watched as she let out a giggle. It made me want to be sick. I would have left. I wanted to. Lily was being out of order, and if this is how she deals with jealousy, why would I want to be with her, anyway?

I pushed back the sixtymillion reasons of why I love her that automatically sprang forward everytime I think about her.

I would have left. I would. But I just couldn't. Her eyes were piercing my own, pinning me to my spot at the bar.

That's when she turned around to face the boy, clearly not satisfied with my reactions so far, her hand slid down his body to his jeans. His face lit up and he swallowed noticeably. She focused all of her attentions on him now. On touching him in the right places, rolling her hips against his in time to the music.

I clench my jaw. What the fuck is she playing at.

His hand suddenly rushes to the back of her head and forces her into a sloppy kiss. She was shocked at first, I gathered that. But she quickly glanced over and must have taken in the look of absolute shock and horror on my face. She smirked into the kiss, but kept her eyes on me the whole time.

Enough. I walked over purposefully.

"What the fuck do you think you're playing at, Loveless?" I said trying to keep my voice neutral, but it cracked easily with the anger. The boy looked irritated when he realised I had wrenched her off of his lips.

"Fuck off, loser." I glared at him. Clever boy, he chose not to argue. Instead he muttered a half-hearted 'bitch' and fucked off. I chose not to respond, so not to emasculate him any further.

"What do you want, Kat?" She sighed, sounding bored already.

"Oh, I'm sorry. Am I fucking interrupting?!"

"As a matter of fact-"

"Don't you fucking dare." I warned her. If she even thought of finishing that sentence, she wouldn't need to worry about me interrupting ever again. She bit her lip and took an alternative, safer, approach.

"Why do you care, anyway?" She muttered. I just stared at her.

"Are you fucking stupid?!" I screamed. "You're kissing that tosser right in front of me!"

Her eyes fell to her hands as she played with them awkwardly.

"Ugh!" I let out a frustrated scream and dragged her to the toilets.

"What the fuck is wrong with you tonight?" I said, dragging her into a cubical. She still said nothing.

"Like it fucking matters. You don't care about me." She mumbled. I looked at her, shocked. I might have known this would all be tied to one of her bloody insecurities. She's not trying to get revenge, or even hurt me. This was her way of protecting herself - fucked up, though it may be. I softened slightly.

"I love you, Lily. More than I love anyone, or anything else. Nothing will change that. Ever."

I saw her smile slightly.

"Really?"

"Don't ever doubt it."

She met my eyes and smiled. I smiled too and brought her into a tight hug.

"If you ever do that again, I'll murder you." I mumbled softly into her shoulder. I felt her giggle into my neck.

"I love you too."

rpf, skins, kat prescott, lily loveless, fanfic

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