Self-pity and stupidness.
I tore my house up... I looked all over my car. I feel blind. It doesn't make any sense. There's only two places I ever have my wallet and it isn't there...
it's nowhere, so far as I can tell. I swear, if someone stole it...
Well, that would be stupid cos I don't have that much money. What are they going to do with my wallet? It's rather worthless once you use my debit card and realise I'm pretty broke.
I don't think anyone stole it tho, I just don't know where it is.
I'm hoping one of my friends has it...
So, I couldn't go to my physical either, cos I didn't have my new insurance card. Now I have to wait another week. I think I'm sick this week. I'm sure I had a fever yesterday...might've just been bad allergies tho.
I just feel very weak, I keep getting these damn headaches... I was going to go out and get myself a bottle of aspirin I could keep in my room, but now I can't obviously. I'm sick of Mom and Bob locking their room. I am not some little kid and I'm not gonna try OD'ing on some lame pills.
Charcoal? No thanks.
I haven't taken a Tylenol in two weeks. So, maybe I'll take some tonight and Mom can't say stupid crap like, "YOU TAKE TOO MUCH PILLS, blahabblahablaskhd!"
I took two showers today. Once before I realised I lost my wallet. Once after I spent half an hour looking for it and having a panic attack and sweating like a beast. Disgusting. At least I'm all sorts of clean now.
Since I'm homebound it's lovely that Hannah gets off at 2. She'll be coming over to chill with me awhile. If I'm lucky she'll bring the Aqua Teen Hunger Force Season 1 DVD she just got. Flippin' sweet.
She was talking to her cats last night and she calls her one kitty Premo McNabb. LMAO...
I love her cats names.. Bubs, Premo, and Mary-Cat.
Mary-cat is grey with white socks... she was named after Mary-Kate Olsen, as a joke.
Premo McNabb is really small and Donovan McNabb is Hannah's favourite football player.
And Bubs... is just Bubs. He was supposed to be my kitty, but oh well... I woulda named him something like
...well, I don't know.
When we had a poodle, her name was Autumn, but then Hannah moved out. I always called her Puppy or Puddle.
Um, yeah, so that was off topic. What else is new right?
I'm starting to take this herbal supplement, St. John's Wort... it's supposed to help enhance mental well-being.
And I'm gonna take that stuff my acupuncturist gave me... it's supposed to stave off alienation and indifference to loved ones.
We'll see...
it's nowhere, so far as I can tell. I swear, if someone stole it...
Well, that would be stupid cos I don't have that much money. What are they going to do with my wallet? It's rather worthless once you use my debit card and realise I'm pretty broke.
I don't think anyone stole it tho, I just don't know where it is.
I'm hoping one of my friends has it...
So, I couldn't go to my physical either, cos I didn't have my new insurance card. Now I have to wait another week. I think I'm sick this week. I'm sure I had a fever yesterday...might've just been bad allergies tho.
I just feel very weak, I keep getting these damn headaches... I was going to go out and get myself a bottle of aspirin I could keep in my room, but now I can't obviously. I'm sick of Mom and Bob locking their room. I am not some little kid and I'm not gonna try OD'ing on some lame pills.
Charcoal? No thanks.
I haven't taken a Tylenol in two weeks. So, maybe I'll take some tonight and Mom can't say stupid crap like, "YOU TAKE TOO MUCH PILLS, blahabblahablaskhd!"
I took two showers today. Once before I realised I lost my wallet. Once after I spent half an hour looking for it and having a panic attack and sweating like a beast. Disgusting. At least I'm all sorts of clean now.
Since I'm homebound it's lovely that Hannah gets off at 2. She'll be coming over to chill with me awhile. If I'm lucky she'll bring the Aqua Teen Hunger Force Season 1 DVD she just got. Flippin' sweet.
She was talking to her cats last night and she calls her one kitty Premo McNabb. LMAO...
I love her cats names.. Bubs, Premo, and Mary-Cat.
Mary-cat is grey with white socks... she was named after Mary-Kate Olsen, as a joke.
Premo McNabb is really small and Donovan McNabb is Hannah's favourite football player.
And Bubs... is just Bubs. He was supposed to be my kitty, but oh well... I woulda named him something like
...well, I don't know.
When we had a poodle, her name was Autumn, but then Hannah moved out. I always called her Puppy or Puddle.
Um, yeah, so that was off topic. What else is new right?
I'm starting to take this herbal supplement, St. John's Wort... it's supposed to help enhance mental well-being.
And I'm gonna take that stuff my acupuncturist gave me... it's supposed to stave off alienation and indifference to loved ones.
We'll see...